I've been meditating for years and I ain't got shit to show for it.

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    How do you know you're not the best version of yourself right now. Enjoy the plateau for the moment. Go listen to some Too Short Album #10 Gettin It
     
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    I want to thank everyone here for their kind words :). I feel much better and more in tune with just loving the practice and its unfolding as it is - not as I want it to be. I love you all. <3
     
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    You defiantly bring a unique insight to this forum. You should position yourself as the yogi of Seo. Free Range Oraganic Seo - Rankings for your website and soul. I'm sure you would be a big hit in Hollywood.
     
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    I don't know much about meditation but it sounds like you are doing something wrong. Try consulting with a specialist/mentor maybe?
     
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    hey @pewep, take the next 100 days and be all that you tryin to avoid: be greedy, rude, inconsiderate... kick it up a notch, surrender to the 'bad pewep' inside of you as he is a part of you that YOU REJECT AS OF NOW.

    You must not reject him out of fear but of your own volition, that is something that you can't do right now as you have not released evil pewep on to this world. Release him and you will relinquish your self of him. Others don't matter in this matter, it is you that suffered and will continue to suffer unless you let the evil become a small, but attending presence in all that constitutes YOU
     
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    @pewep

    Your observation reads like you are momentarily “stuck” in time, and I feel you allready recognize that there is nothing to be gained (at this moment in time.)

    What I notice is that your mindfull and realize that you created a place in this world that you’ve seemed to occupy (momentarily.) The only thing you will need to do is move out of it again, and continue on your journey beyond time.

    There is no limit to space in any direction that you may choose to move. Continue to travel beyond your own imposed confines, as there is no individual space.
     
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    Read the subtle art of not giving a f*%k by mark manson. You get can get for free with mirc, or libgen. This helped me a lot
     
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