I'm getting stronger broskis and siskebabs . And I'm getting addicted to kundalini bliss: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/kundalini-bliss-addicts.html#.WM4sv9KGPMw I've been missing the blissful sensations I would get and felt like everything I was doing was kind of stupid while I'm not really feeling much progress in my ball. I feel like somehow, my subconscious knows when I'm losing "core" motivation so I've been having a couple of interesting days.. as well as an awesome, awesome out of body experience. So, yesterday I was wandering around town feeling kind of "meh" because the girl I was supposed to meet blew me off (lmao) and to be honest my third eye was acting up and pulsing so I was out of it. I saw a casino and said fuck it. Went in and sat at a roulette table. Guys, the second I sat down the machines near me stopped working - from the slots to the automatic roulette table. It was nearly half the floor. The managers were scrambling around to figure out wtf was going on. So there I was, inhaling the stale second hand smoke for 30 odd minutes when I decided to try to connect with the roulette table. I slowed it down waahah. Damn that's the heaviest thing I've tried to affect and it was kind of surreal to see the thing getting affected. Eventually, one of the managers kept coming over to where I was sitting and after messing with my computer, got the place to run again. I ended up losing my $1 (100 shillings) but it was a fun . Then this morning, I was in the state between sleep and being awake and was feeling the electricity rip roaring around my arms - trying to control it and move it to different parts when I started getting the heavenly, heavenly sensations known as kundalini bliss in my perineum....in my heart, in my third eye, it was so wonderful to feel it again. And intense because the second it would grow, the pleasure would become so intense that I'd automatically "shrink back" from it haha. Felt the electric energy swirling around my lower dan tian ball which was pretty cool - but I'm kind of used to that. I was playing with the electricity, the bliss and I'd start to feel my astral hands slipping out of my physical body and hovering a bit away. I rolled out of my body and went to see what was on my "computer". I tried to make a google search and it kept giving an error and said "don't you mean dragon ball (something unintelligible)". Lmao, wtf? I clicked on it and promptly passed out then "woke up" with a front row seat to an episode of dragon ball z I've never ever seen before. I was literally inside the episode watching as a single point. It was awesome hahahh. Man!!! I love meditation , and I was dumb for thinking I wasn't progressing .