A few days ago, I begged my master to teach me the six yogas of Naropa, because he secretly practices them outside of our discipline. These practices have given him great, great power. He refused and told me that it has caused him and everyone around him immense suffering, to the point where he is on the verge of tears sometimes when he recalls them. Here's the main problem: Naropa practices (Tummo) produce INTENSE psychic heat, even at 100 ft from him, it's like being next to a blowdryer (when he relaxes and releases). The main thing is that the book insists that you need to be initiated to do the practice, but guys, I live in bumfuck nowhere and there's no way in HELL I'll ever meet someone that can initiate me into the practice. My master said that the somatic meditations I'm doing eventually produce the same results, but I want power now , not 10 years later. Anyway, I'm always curious for an opportunity to flex , so after dancing, I did yoga and went into the full lotus meditation. This time it wasn't my knees that gave in. Guys, I'm not joking, I felt something like a fucking laser beam coming out of my f**king lower dan tien. Oh. My. God. When I put my hands over my LDT, they started to get hot, then hotter, then to the point where I could not bear it. I tried again several times after that, still the same thing. Yikes!!!! Me: Whoa, that's hot. ... Me: Whoa! That's fucking HOT! God damn.. wtf ... Me: I can't do this I'm still very conflicted, after all he did make it through eventually, I think I can as well. I'm not sure... it certainly is a way to increase psi abilities very, very fast but I can see how they can be extremely destructive to my environment.