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I'm just going to leave this here.

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by IM Legend, May 16, 2017.

  1. IM Legend

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    I Eat Drywall And Chalk.
    I have been eating drywall since I was about 12. I am now almost 21. My mother initially thought I was crazy. She didn't understand how intense the cravings would get. I've eaten drywall, joint compound paste, dirt, dust, chalk, sand, and even baking soda. When I went off to college I didn't have direct access to drywall and so I started buying chalk from the store. I would buy the small boxes, and even the sidewalk chalk in the largest boxes I could find. I always felt like everyone at the store knew my secret, so I would hop from store to store buying it. Eventually it all caught up with me because I was eating so much in a day, and my bowels got impacted. I didn't know what to do so I started taking laxatives every day. It got worse and worse to the point that I was in too much pain. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep because I would wake up in pain every hour. After a week I was rushed to the hospital where they thought they would have to do surgery. It hurt to move or even pee. I was in the hospital for three days before anything began to move. It was the worst three days of my life. After that I still couldn't fight the urge to eat chalk and ended up back in the hospital four months later. After racking up over a thousand dollars in medical bills I knew I had to do something. Taking iron supplements helps ease the cravings a lot, but I still find myself thinking about eating drywall/chalk. Sometimes I still go to the store and buy chalk, I've even ordered larger boxes online from Crayola. Whenever I do eat it, I make sure to drink water with Miralax laxative in it, and I eat it in very small amounts, only 1-3 sticks of sidewalk chalk a day. Life has gotten better, and only my immediately family knows about my pica. I'm going to graduate from college in a year, and I've been able to control my cravings so far without anyone knowing. Eventually I believe I will be able to quit altogether, but until then it's all about eating in moderation."
     
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    It's way too late for this SHIT, I'm off to bed.

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    I like how there's a big difference between chalk and sidewalk chalk.
     
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    I thought I was the only one who eat drywall and chalks
     
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    sorry about your addiction pal no addiction is easy. but no just no.
    eat lettuce instead.
     
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    There are quotes around the post lmao *facepalm*
     
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    Somebody message me and said if you need someone to talk to lol I mean I get OCD other psych stuff sure but I do not eat drywall.. It's not big D and that's why I say just leave this here.. but please don't OCD about eating just......uh... construction materials 0.o please don't
     
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    One time I ate glue and hit cheetohs in study hall. The teacher saw me and I got yelled at. The things I do to get attention
     
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    Keep sharing
    At least it will make you relieved it
     
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    Is this for real?
    How does those chalk and dry wall taste like?
     
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    same boat man i was thinking the same!
     
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    well prob tastes like sht thats been out in the sun to long and gone hard lols joke.
     
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    Paragraphs. That was a tough read
     
  17. IM Legend

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    Pff imagine some quadragraphs lol cheesewhiz pff