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I'm gonna tell you a story

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by gabe87, Sep 2, 2016.

  1. gabe87

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    I you'll either hate me or tell me something else.

    Sorry if i've put this into the wrong thread but i don't see a "I need help" section.

    I discovered BHW about 2 months and since then i've been lurking the hell of the forum in order to solve my problems.
    I won't say it didn't help, it did a lot i just don't know where or how to start.

    But in order to get to the point of where i am right now i'll give you something to read and cringe.

    I grew up on a farm with mother and sister ( my father died when i was at the age of 4yrs of diabetes ).
    In grammar school i was the one that allways took all the punches and the "you're stupid" 'cos you're growing up on the farm and you have shit grades in school.
    High school wasn't any different.

    FFW to my adulthood.
    Finished scholl got a job, everything seemed ok butthen the damn epilepsy hit me. Lost job, my friends, weight, gained social anxiety, depression etc.

    I was unemployed for 5 years, and got social support every month for those 5yrs.
    At some point i said "That's it i'll start my own company" ( "web dev" ). The biggest mistake in my life tbh.

    I had no support from my familly, only when they needed the money, then i was their everything.
    First year and a half was looking great. I had clients, worked on new projects. But suddenly everything came to a stop ... Like Captain America when he was frozen.

    And so here i am right now 1 1/2yrs with no bussines, owing taxes to IRS and being more and more suicidal thoughted every day.

    Now to BHW ... I was looking for a ways to get off my debt and finally close this abominating part of my life and move on.
    Right now i'm looking for a way to gain some money off the internet ( i'm (was) making e-commerce stores, photoshop, wordpress, woocommerce, video editing ) to pay the damn IRS and get some rest from all that.

    I'm running a few Fiverr gigs rn, and i've sold 2 packages ( 8$ -_- ), i've purchased a domain and didn't go out as planned ( i can reuse it if anyone has a good idea ), and i have 3 bussines ideas that could turn out great if the right person comes along ( neiche social website, a product for the millitary and emergency services, and finally a product for PC world ).

    If you guys have any suggestions, tips, anything please let me know, because day after day my will to live is fading more and more.
     
  2. Reaver

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    OK, first off, I need you to calm down.

    When people talk about suicide that freaks me out. Honestly OP, there are people out there in much worse situations than you. I mean just pick out any news site.

    I'm not belittling your situation by any means. Chin up bro. That's all I'm saying.

    Now then, some favorites on the forum are Instagram/CPA and affiliate marketing. Have you tried or thought about either of these?
     
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  3. gabe87

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    I'm calm trust me, i know not to give up and to contain the beast raging inside me.

    Haven't done any aff makreting yet - i've heard of it and i know what's it all about just don't know where to start at what niche, porn or straight up products or anything else :/
    My initial idea was to purpuse the domain that i own to make it a porn site but i don't know why i didn't do it.
     
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    Zwielicht Moderator Staff Member Moderator Jr. VIP

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    Something else.

    Offer a Photoshop service on a classifieds website. There are always people on those websites who need photo retouching work and the competition is easy to beat.
     
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    @op, when life gives you a reason to quite, reply with a million reasons to succeed. Make a research on alwaysinvicible's comment. You'll start smiling soon
     
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  6. Reaver

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    Check out the Clickbank section. You may also want to talk to @mancar487. He's a Clickbank vendor who is very awesome to his affiliates. His products are in niches that a lot of people don't think about, like tatoo removal.

    Also, there's a guide on here about how to make $50 a day with IG and CPA. I'll post it here once I find it.

    Edit: Found it - http://www.blackhatworld.com/seo/method-make-easy-50-day-using-instagram.874297/


     
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    Been in your shoes a couple of times. My best advice is, its gonna get better. Just keep it up and you will see changes. (and dont be afraid to make em)
     
  8. gabe87

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    Thanks to everyone for the ideas i'll check them out and post some ads around the forums for photoshop work.
     
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    Ok some tiny update about the idea that i had in the past 2 days.
    The domain that i own now i'll probably use for a porn site since the domain name has BDSM "touch" to it.

    Ok now to the plan ... install WP and appropriate Theme with included video graber, aff accounts on all the famous porn sites for embeding videos on my domain,
    send traffic to website, "spam" socail media, let it run by itself for a month.

    Thoughts on this plan?
     
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    Can't speak to the niche, as I've never owned an adult niche... but I'll say this: You double your chances of success if you run two different projects at once. I used to make the mistake of betting all my chips on one project and then being crushed when it failed. Get excited and brain storm two or three ideas. The natural failure rate for ANYBODY in SEO or OM is very high. So having a project fail isn't a mark against you, it literally happens to ALL of us a LOT. So the biggest secret in SEO is to give yourself a LOT of chances for success by A) doing multiple things at once and B) Not giving up or getting down on yourself.

    Stay positive and you'll be very productive eventually.

    -ThopHayt
     
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    Time for a small update. Site is running made a few chron jobs to fetch the videos from big adult sites, i've made an aff acc on xhamster to run their videos on my site.
    I'm also running 3 instagram accounts and building them up, same goes for my twitter acc.
    I'm also thinking if i should open a new instagram acc for my photoshop work and possibly earn some money from that (?)
    The hardest part right now is the waiting and gaining traffic for my adult tube site ( i'll make an experiment to see if it's still working - post video to larger sites with my url branded in video ), i'd do this 24/7 if sleep was a must :/

    Sorry for bumping but i wanna keep you posted in case i get rid of debt i think this post would be somehow usefull to others in the future

    cheers
     
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    Why don't you start a journey thread? It'll help keep you and other people motivated.

     
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    Thanks man, looks like i've missed that thread :)
     
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    It seems you're not taking any risks with your life my friend, push yourself to the limit and pursue other venues.

    Don't wallow in your own despair, go out and find a real job. Pursue a higher level of education, save some money take a vacation

    Meet the right crowd, anyone in your situation would lose their will to live if they didn't get up and change it
     
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    I'm just curious would you be willing to do an online task that's 80% legal and get enough money to fund your various projects? The task involves downloading an app and spending less than $5
     
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    How the hell is something 80% legal?
     
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    Get the hell out of here scammer.
    There's no % of legality, it's either legal or it's not. We're trying to help this dude, not fuck him over.

    OP if you're looking for some extra cash, join upwork, a lot of companies use it and it's a good way to make money, you'll be competing against much cheaper competitors but some people make a killing off it.
     
  19. thaqu

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    I lost all sympathy for you right there.


    You know.... like... it's one of those things that's only illegal if someone catches you doing it...
     
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    Well said!