Over the last year things have turned bad for me. I made 95% of my money offline through media production and publishing. Most of my business was build around a few key clients and all but one has either went under or has went overseas for their work thanks to the recession. In less than 6 months time I have went from a high 4-5 figures a month to 3...yeah, 3. I made less than $600 last month. I have a wife and kid, it's nearly bankrupted us. My wife, for the first time ever, has had to get a job (something i never wanted to happen, I'm old fashioned like that) but even she barely makes anything, less than $150 a week. We have scaled back our lives to the bare minimum (can anyone say rice and raman soup) and are basically living off of borrowed money and borrowed time.... My last client called me up this week and has put everything on hold, it looks like our work with them is going to be over too. Probably by the end of next week. I'm going to close down my media production at that time as the market is horrible here and it's costing me more to run now than it's making. At that point I'm going to be 100% at the mercy of the internet. I'm going full bore black hat IM come hell or high water. I don't have much choice to be honest with you. It's either this or bankrupcy at this point. I've more or less played around with internet marketing, doing one test after another. But I've yet to find find something that really works at a decent scale. I've tried alot of things, but can't seem to make a decent amount on a consistent basis at all. I need help, I need advice. I've took alot of advice from BHW and I've spent well over $3,000 trying out various ideas I've found here, yet nothing has caught hook and taken off. I guess I'm in desperate need for motivation, and a direction to go in. I have $250 left in my 6 figure business and I'm still $20,000 in personal debt. I'm paying out over $600 a month just to pay minimum payments on my debts and the month is coming up again soon. Where should I go? What should I put my money in. What out there is really working and isn't just BS and hype? I have $250 to put into it, nearly all the money I have in this world. I figure I may as well go hard or go broke trying, because I'm going to go broke if this fails anyway. I have MS, SB, and tweet attacks pro. I have about 85 people on a mailing list (costing me $20 a month, never made me a penny). and I have about 20,000 followers on 6 different twitter accounts. I have unlimited hosting and about 10 different misc domains that I've used to test ideas. I have an amazon wpzon site (made me a whopping $0 in 3 months), three sites that I can sell (two flash game sites and one custom made facebook friends and likes service site, all making me $0), two authority sites w/adsense, a fiverr clone that is now in limbo, and a PR3 web directory I started two days ago. Well there's my life right now....hope and despair all rolled into one. I'm betting the farm, it's all I have. I need something to work, some help, some advice. I'm willing to learn and try. Teach me, show me. Mold me. p.s. before those whiners want to say just go read the forum (mostly because they didn't read my post) then all I have to say is that I have read the forum, hundreds of pages worth over the past year. I've even put in $3k over the past year looking for what works, but success seems further away from me now than it did then. I am seeking honest help and advice and I'm willing to use that advice and work hard to get back to the top. I don't need more criticism or smart ass comments, emotionally I'm already drained after fiverr shut me down the other day and I've had more than I can take.