figured out internet place are very cold place . many of them say its easy to make 10 bucks but no one want feeds even 10 bucks.. even rich dudes they ask for bank codes .fooling ppl sending 1cent...:' so i decided give it an action ... floating around many of international sites ..since i know multiple lang(not native.. least i can hear).. i saw saddest things . happening internet network ppl lost humanity..moralism.. user asking money to suiside preparing men... asking more and more... message "if you gonna die just feed us".. like 2k~20k ... he give all his money.. accept what they said living in sadness... feed all his bloody meat to dirty animal... receive many reply "give me more" ... type all of harsh words.. base on their experience.. treat him as a fool..... there was no one caring he gonna die or not .. it happened like tens of time.. in same sites funny things is this animal is so cruel..after grabbing their food.. they act kindly you won't gonna die right? ... like they cared him for a long time .. was disgusting... very much .. even i'm very poor newbs.. with no net money..eating ramen with cheap chinese veges i didn't grabbed one of dirty meat.. dirty bloody...net meat . i decided to make my own meat with ..own spoon.. i have been floating around 7 years of computer.. i learnt many things .. now this is time to make next move..my spoon are almost ready to shaped .. all i needs is invest money will take my journey no matter what. hungry tired newbs are very fierce for foods .