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I thought that maybe my roomates slipped something into my food..?

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  1. pewep

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    Jesus, jesus, jesus. Yesterday I almost had a complete meltdown.

    So I was catching up on my favorite tv show and just chilling out in my room, not really doing anything when I noticed that I was feeling kind of weird. Not 100% right. I didn't think much about it but the feeling inside me began to grow. The pressure on my forehead, about the size of a dime and extending all the way into the center of my brain kept rising. I kept trying to ignore it and just fight it but it became too strong guys. I don't get really worried these days because I can usually handle the energy but this was too severe. I was in full panic mode...thought that maybe I was on drugs or something, that something might have accidentally been put into my food...but they wouldn't do that. What the fuck was going on?

    I don't know why sometimes I get like this guys. It reminded me of back a couple years ago when my third eye was opening by force again and I'd just hide under my blanket (lmao as a grown ass man) and scream into my pillow or jump up and down like a madman.

    I just turned off the lights and tried to relax as much as possible and ride it out. But then the shit started happening. Knocks around my room, shit moving, etc... and I just felt terrified, I couldn't relax. The whole thing fucking scares the shit out of me. At least back then it was just the feeling that was too intense, but now I gotta deal with my powers going out of control too?? :'( God... And on and on it went for hours and hours until I passed out. I woke up exhausted today and the middle of my brain still felt raw and overworked. I'm still feeling raw tbh.

    What if it gets worse? Am I losing it? My teacher told me that at one point it was like he was stuck in a haunted house 24/7, a living nightmare. I need, I MUST find a way to keep this shit under a lid somehow. I don't have any other option.
     
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    I think walking down the spiritual path is worth it though. It's worth the effort, the sacrifice, the pain to be able to realize who you are. I don't think I'm very different from all the entrepreneurs out there who struggle to find their place in the world. The goals are different but the aspirations are the same: to wake up one day as a better person than who you were before.
     
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    Yes. You need professional help. Hallucinations and fantasies of having magical powers are abnormal for an adult. It's indicative of some mental problems that may be addressed by medication.
     
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    Yes, yes I'm sure. Nevermind the videos I have taken that obviously show I've developed some kind of insight into spiritual abilities. Is there a pill that can erase them? Never mind the mountains and mountains of scientific articles I've posted which conclusively show that psychic powers exist and have been recorded since the dawn of time.

    Instead, I should promptly stuff my body full of toxic chemicals that have unknown side effects (since a new one comes up every day) chasing a state of being devoid of any meaning or connection to life. Yes, I'll get right on that.
     
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    I think you need a beer
     
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    You need a teacher whose more on the positive side.
     
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    Someone just said he needed a beer..:)
     
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    A bottle of Glenlivet scotch and a Montecristo #2 will do it. Cheers
     
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    Sounds like food poisoning to me. What did you eat before that?
     
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    Found nothing in your write-up to call it a story worth telling!!
     
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    I don't really believe in the 3rd eye and stuff like that; unlocking powers and stuff like that. I am a rationalist, but I have had the same mindset in the past. I thought at some point that I was developing schizophrenia, but it's not true. It was probably just a bad reaction to something, maybe food, maybe tobacco? Do you do drugs? You can PM me for more, but I just think you need to calm yourself and maybe go outside and exercise. Have a beer and take a good long sleep.
     
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    Spoiler alert: his favorite tv show is Paw Patrol.
     
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    That's called diarrhea, Pewep.

    Teach me how to open my pineal gland.. SENSEI!
     
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    Maybe man, I just ate some standard rice + veggies. It was a bit spicy. I've noticed that carbs tend to really "amp" me up hehe
    Lol it's Supernatural :p
    If you want to open your third eye, you first need to learn how to control your brown eye.
    Well, thanks man for the kindness. I don't do drugs at all, stopped completely (except small stuff like caffeine). Anyway I'm feeling much better today, etc...
     
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    My teacher is actually very positive but he's realistic because he's been down that road. He warned me about what would happen if I did tummo and built up an immortal fetus. These powers cannot be controlled - not really - unless you were fully enlightened.

    Speak about my fetus lol:
    Had a dream that my immortal "baby" was moving. I think this is important to note:

    I was in a dream where I was interacting with a person that had severely hurt me in real life. It was many years ago but I guess a part of me still holds on to a grudge. It's just what it is. I dream about him occasionally. Anyway, I've worked on myself over the years and have grown to forgive him but not all the way. So in this dream he was much bigger and I was a kid. He came up and hugged me and I started crying. Like a release of tension I had been holding about him. Then he threatened me and I felt a big, big ball about the size of a baseball inside my LDT region starting to move and the dream imagery gave way to...some weird visuals lol.

    Damn that **** was painful when it was moving around. Of course I was still in dream logic mode so I thought it was an organ that had been dislodged and was worried that I had cancer. It moved around my lower body then I woke up. I've been feeling my ball all day, not as big but yeah...definitely there.

    Now, I know I'm not making much sense but I'm actually dropping some serious gems. Maybe one day someone will read these dumb threads and figure it out but I won't hold my breath hahah :D.
     
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    Your favorite show is Supernatural?

    Have you no dignity at all?
     
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    I'm completely shameless hahah. A walking cliche I swear.