Hey guys, I just needed to vent a bit. No trolling or funny business, just real talk: I'm currently in Kenya - just meditating and chilling with my parents for the new year and I've grown used to the fact that things are...a little bit different here....but today I saw something that actually messed up my head. I was walking back home from the store and there are two beggars there. I usually don't mind giving them a few coins here and there if I have it on me even though I know they'll sniff glue or something else. Outside of the store, there's the typical third world filth that I'm sure you've all seen - or at least should see at some point in your lives and there's one particular place where the filthiest trash is thrown. By the way this is in the city, and as we all know, cities are generally kind of gross (at least to me) - even in the US. I casually glanced at the garbage/shit pile and I had to do a fucking double take and clear my eyes because I really thought I was dreaming. The homeless guy I'd seen walking around was sleeping there in the trash. What. The. Fuck. A nigga is sleeping on the trash...There is a motherfucking HUMAN BEING...SLEEPING...On.The.Trash. What in God's fucking name is this? It had just rained earlier in the day, so of course all the piss and filth of the street had accumulated nearby. What kind of fucking society allows a human being to reach such depths of mental illness and poverty? There must have been 100 people passing by and not a single one gave so much as a glance, a flying fuck or a god damn about that guy. What kind of an evil world do we live in where just the other day, I saw some random guy driving by in a huge limo during a wedding with all the bells and whistles you'd find in a first world country while this guy is sleeping in the trash. I can't believe it. I really, really can't. Not even animals live like this. The man is completely invisible to society, completely withdrawn. Is there anyone watching over him? Does ANYONE on this planet and in the spirit world care even a bit? Is there something I can personally do to help that sad sap find happiness? To be quite honest, I don't even know if there is a god. I've seen a lot of things in my meditations, trust me, but sometimes I just wonder...why? That man is an indictment on this society, on the fucking disgusting corrupt politicians, crooks, thieves, and sociopaths that run this place. FUCK THEM!!! I'm not going to tolerate that guy living like that, someone needs to help him. Brb, I need a candle, a demon, a teaspoon of [redacted] and a full moon.