After 3 years im a pathetic failure at making money online. A few dribs and drabs at seo before the dreaded updates but nothing consistent. Always destroyed always back to zero. I havent made hardly a penny for over a year. Yes I know im weak pathetic an imbecile/stupid/thick and a cretin no need to tell me what a pathetic wothless good for nothing loser i am i already know. I despise having to deal with people and the thought of having to get a job and interact with them every single day is unbearable. I have no problem interacting with people when we are on an even footing or I have some kind of respect but i found in workplace or school etc there is a malevolent streak in humans where they always want to try and put you down and get one over on you. So what kind of jobs could i get where I wouldnt have to interact with people much. Definitely not dealing with customers. Maybe stock room work. Even listening to the stupid fucking mainstream music they put on every single day rots my soul to the core.