I do not know what to do. Crrisis of the inteect ?

Hello friend, I'm 28 years old and I'm from a poor country, I improve my knowledge in English since he is not my native language. You read this and think, why the hell am I doing this? I think about the same as you! Please give me 5 minutes and I will be an excellent student! I'm doing free traffic, all the actions I do manually, on average, I get $ 200 a month. I need a quantum leap that I would earn $ 1200 a month after 3 months. Tell me in what direction to work to do this? Or how it develops to achieve this. Hell, I probably have a crisis if I can not do it