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I cried a lot today because of spiritual healing :D

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  1. pewep

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    Hello my dear friends :), I love you all so much. In Vajrayana, we believe that every single being in the whole universe is here to help us on our path to realization. In many ways I feel connected to the people I've talked to in my life and I am grateful for them and for the love they have given me, even when it was kinda tough hehe. I had a bit of an amazing spiritual experience I wanted to share, it's small but I feel like it shows the great power meditation has.

    Last month I was having a lot of problems with my father for one main reason and when we met, he said some very harsh things to me that felt really bad. Anyway, last week I decided it was time to move on because I felt like sufficient time had passed for me to forgive him and heal. I prayed and meditated for three days thanking the universe and the creator for a father that has always been there for me. I felt this at the bottom of my heart you see, I think that's the only place true healing can come from. It's hard to say thank you God for a person who has wronged you and you feel a lot of anger and resistance rising but you just have to power through it. The effort and desire you have is what matters.

    I saw him on Sunday and everything was different like we hadn't had a big, big disagreement last month. He was very nice and said he was proud of me and that he had faith in me that I'd succeed :D. It was very nice and I appreciated the good meeting.

    So today I was listening to a meditation teacher talk and I felt very heavenly sensations in the bottom of my spine and I started crying because I had forgotten that I had prayed for resolution but then I remembered that magick really works even if it takes time and you don't notice it. I felt grateful and happy. Please consider meditating for a while if you have pain in your relationships and letting go. It really works if it comes from inside your heart and soul and if you really feel it. Give the universe a chance to heal you.

    Thank you God, I love you all and I hope you have a nice day :eek::eek::).
     
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    Here we go again...
     
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    I appreciate these threads.

    Also of note is that it happened on a Sunday, the day Jesus was born (Son-day, Sundae in ancient Jerusalem). This is why Christmas is always on a Sunday.

    Many positive energy good sir
     
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    Sometimes it good to just cleanse the soul.

    Best of luck to you.
     
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    Let the man be. It is after all the lounge.
    Not everyone here is agnostic.

    I agree this might be an odd forum to share such experiences but it's not like some newbie trying to scam us ( I dig those, always get a good chuckle from reading the comments )

    I myself am also spiritual, likely from a different religion than the OP but ok.

    Everyone has their super high/low experiences. Today at work ( yes I still work at a normal job, would like to change that one day ) I could have just as well been a daemon bursting into flames the way I snapped. The last few days a lot of things just started cropping up and a last random event just pushed it over the edge.

    So the exact same opposite happened to me today than to the OP . I also felt like crying afterwards but men don't cry and other men don't usually take outburst too seriously lol
     
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    Most enlightening post of the day.. I understand what you are saying.
    Do you meditate daily or just when you need it?
     
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    Peeweep can pee from his peacock. Can you?
     
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    Thanks brotha :D
    I agree man, thank you :) and best of luck to you too.

    Sorry for the hard day man, yeah those suck. What religion are you btw? I wouldn't say I'm "religious" per se but mostly spiritual (I like buddhism though). Haha, people judge it as weirdly effeminate in modern society for a man to cry but fuck it lol, it happens.

    Much love man, thank you. I try to meditate every day for at least 1 hr and about once a month I try to do 4-8 hrs for a week. That usually gives good progress I think.
     
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    We need a new section on forum something like Spell&Witchcraft with Pewep as Supreme Master(moderator) !
     
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    Have a good day as well Pewep. K. Thx. Bye.
     
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    Christmas isn't always on a sunday, For 2015 it was on friday in both calenders.
     
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    I did not even catch that one. Well spotted and I'm going like stupidme
     
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    Haha , no no , otherwise the clairvoyants will also start spamming here. There are already to much places to spam below the radar
     
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    hey pewep, this is not related to the thread but can i ask a question?
    if you have a severe disease and you know that you will die sooner or later, what would you do with the time that is left?
     
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    What do you mean, here we go again? You only registered on the forum this month.

    :tool:


    OP: If it helps you then all the better. :)
     
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    i cry a lot when i meditate
     
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    Fun fact: For days to fall on the same date each year, there would need to be 364 days in a year.
     
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    Do you have a different fucking calendar to me and most other people?
     
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    Fun fact: Earth rotation around the sun takes 365 days and 6 hours.
    Fun Fact 2 : Bending maths to approximations isn't a fact, it is a way to make it say what we want.
    Fun Fact 3 : Easter Date is defined to be a Sunday every year, they still managed to make it happen, DARK MAGIC HERE ! :)
     
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    You may think that's crazy, but this is where it gets interesting:

    7 is the number of our mighty Sun daes
    777 is the number of our Lord
    777 has 2 more 7s than 7
    2+7=9
    There are two 1s in 2, which brings us to... 11
    That brings us to... 9/11
    But what about the two?
    Well,

    2+1+1...

    illuminati3.png

    Now let's enhance...
    illuminati2.png
    Illuminati confirmed.

    Conspiracy theory... or conspiracy fact? ​I'll let the evidence speak for itself.
     

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