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I am the worst friend in the world:(

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by pewep, Oct 13, 2015.

  1. pewep

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    I really cannot control this about me but I seriously am the worst friend in the world. 100, 1000 people send me messages but I just basically ignore them because I just don't feel like talking to them. I've done this with a lot of people and I've lost a lot of friends consequentially. The ones who have stuck around me I've basically compelled to with be. There is something like a vapour that comes out of my eyes and anyone who looks at me is enchanted and I use that asset to keep people close to me. I just sometimes feel like crawling under a rock and not talking to anyone and it really hurts people. I wish I could improve and be more open. How can I be more consistent? I wish I wasn't so flakey and I just was normal. But I sometimes I just do NOT want to talk to people. How can I deal with this. Sometimes when my powers are peaking, I wish everyone and everything around me was dead. But here I am, shit fucking flying off the shelves, alone. I just want to be alone sometimes....
     
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    you are depressed.

    Try some lexapro or smoke a fat Jay !
     
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    Don't ignore them, I lost a friend today whom I ignore just like a lot of people for a while.

    Now the guilt is getting to me, the sad part is I just seen him a couple days ago and now he's gone....
     
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    I'll never take those pills, I feel like there's something sinister about the pharmaceutical industry and I won't be part of it.
     
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    I hear you man, I'm such a flake but I can't help it. I just can't be fucked to message him. The messed up thing is that I sent another one of my friends that bombarded me with money because he was broke. I'm actually really good when I am bothered enough to respond.
     
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    Who said your worst?
    I know you from a long duration and I'm proud to say that your my one of the best buddies over IM and someday, I'd love to meet you.
    Too be frank, I never added you or talked with you for the success you've achieved.
    You're one of the down to earth personality I've seen.
    I know you won't reply or ignore ample of messages, but that doesn't meant your bad.
    It's because, people are cracking your head with the money making ideas and doesn't need a pure friendship.
    They are just for the sake of money and nothing else, which is not a good thing.
    In our friendship duration till now, we never ever discussed for this sort of stuffs and that's why our friendship exist.
    Even a normal person would ignore those sort of messages from strangers or wasting few stuffs behind that.

    Never show dis-respect yourself, feel proud and smile then we(your friends) will be happy too.
    Meanwhile, I've mentioned you about flying meditation, would discuss them later on.

    PS : Be the same as you're, because we love you the way you're. Don't listen to other suggestions, just carry on with the smile on face.

    Have a nice day ahead.

    Thank's -Sagar.
     
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    Aww, I love you man :). Btw I cleared my inbox, please send me the levitation stuff - if you have time. I really appreciate and respect you mate.

    Thank you man, I will stay true to myself as I always have, and I'll keep telling my experiences here. People like you motivate me to be the best I can ever be. Love you bro.
     
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    Feds listening, shit short convo.
     
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    inb4lock.....

    but seriously pewep you could start by joining that bloody skype group I added you to, we are a brotherhood you would fit in well.
     
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    I'm a fan of your threads.

    Sounds like you have some social issues, the best way to improve is to be more social. That is it.
     
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    you again :D suck it up. make money tons of it lets have a drink sometimes.... ;) ops I don't drink :D
     
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    Ten minutes back, I was reading this text and I wanted to share it then with someone appropriate! Believe it!

    Quote:

    Get to know yourself and what you are all about." "Don't I already know myself?" "Most people don't. They have never taken the time to know their strengths, their weaknesses, their hopes, their dreams. The Chinese define image in these terms: there are three mirrors that form a person's reflection; the first is how you see yourself, the second is how others see you and the third mirror reflects the truth. Know yourself, John. Know the truth.

    - unquote.


    If you think the first two images are not different in your case, then it could be the true you! So if you need to finetune to make it happen, then begin working at it now. The best friend who'd help you do that is within you! Don't push him down or to the back when he tries to say something to you... Like it did to you which brought you here today... Understand what he is saying, then work on it to make him feel happy -- for you!

    Don't ever make him lose his true happiness, because if you do, then you both would lose a lot more than just happiness.

    The external world is symbolic and some of your friends, at least one, symbolically represents your inner friend. Know him and keep in touch with him as much as you can... :)
     
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    Who needs a lot of friend? What you need are real ones. Quality over quantity. Always. :)