I am starting to experience the collapse of yin and yang :D

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  1. pewep

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    Hello my loves and lovettes, I heard you were looking for me lmao :D.

    I've been doing secret agent numbers in meditation - 007 hrs or more daily haha and combining this with celibacy. Yesterday my master told me I was approaching the end of lvl 3 so that's super exciting. I honestly can't believe this is happening so soon.

    This is basically what I'm feeling: my lower dan tian used to be basically a goose egg/baseball sized pressure ball. Something happened in the last few days/weeks after I experienced severe, severe pain in my heart chakra (felt like I was having a heart attack). The egg collapsed/shrunk down in size - A LOT to about the size of a pearl or round dime. I feel like I'm wearing an electric jacket, especially in my arms. The current is really weak right now but it's way different from normal prana/mana/chi. You know how when you move your astral arms or prana through your body it's kind of like a subtle hum/vibration? This is denser/thicker energy. It basically feels like like electricity/heat but it doesn't hurt me.

    During energy packing, I noticed I can induce this current to appear at will by doing a lot of deep breathing. It mostly stayed in the LDT but it would go down to my tailbone or up to my navel chakra and sometimes to my heart (I can feel it circulating right now in my heart center). So I asked my master what was going on and he told me this (I'm removing some information because it's dangerous to practice these meditations without a foundation):
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    I need to be super, super, super careful about my emotions right now because if I accidentally hit someone in anger when I'm feeling the electricity, it will fuck them up in a bad way. I noticed that when something startles or scares me these days, I immediately feel a huge surge of energy coming out of manipura chakra (adrenals wake it up??) for a couple of seconds. I feel like I need to basically be in temporary isolation until I can finally get a grip on the microcosmic + macrocosmic orbit. So that's basically what's going on right now. I'll keep running through my chi until I pass out errrrrr DAY! It's honestly exhausting work but I can't see myself doing anything else. I truly, truly love meditation, yoga and magick.
     
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    Hello, this sounds interesting. What kind of process are you following? Do you have a link to something that I can read up on?
     
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    Be careful this is how blanka from street fighter started out.
     
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    Thank God you are still around. Your posts are a refreshing alternative to all the drama that goes on here :)
     
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    Hey mate, so I basically practice vajrayana buddhism - you can find more info on dharmaocean.org. However if you want to learn more about the immortal fetus, I'd recommend reading taoist yoga: alchemy and immortality. It's a hard read but it gives you the full information.
     
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    PEWEP IS BACK !!! NOT KIDNAPPED by CeoSAM !!!
     
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    waahahaha

    Back like a bad crack habit baby :D
     
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    Congratulations on nearly completing level 3 pewep
     
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    Hahah thanks bro :), how's it hanging btw?
     
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    Wasn't Voldemort an immortal fetus at the end of the 4th Harry Potter book? I remember watching the movie and saying to myself "Damn, if only I could be an immortal fetus too". I'll definitely be giving "taoist yoga: alchemy and immortality" a read now.
     
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    I know this was said in jest, but the relationship between the immortal body and the individual self is more like parent - child than parasite-host. It's a symbiotic relationship - my body directly nurtures it but I get to use its powers hehe :D. Eventually, it will consume my body completely and my consciousness will be transferred to it.
     
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    Pewep, you had us all worried. It's good to see you're alive as ever!
     
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    No idea what you just said but I guess that's a good thing :) Congrats on the upgrade.
     
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    Can you do astral meditation?
     
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    You mean can i meditate while in my astral body? I have before, it's actually quite profound. If you manage to lucidly astral project, try saying OM mentally and see what happens :D. When I did that, i saw and felt a river of light in my body (blueish) circulating, very interesting.
     
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    welcome back....
     
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    Good question haha I never thought of this, and Pewep where in the Universe have you been?
     
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