Hello my loves and lovettes, I heard you were looking for me lmao . I've been doing secret agent numbers in meditation - 007 hrs or more daily haha and combining this with celibacy. Yesterday my master told me I was approaching the end of lvl 3 so that's super exciting. I honestly can't believe this is happening so soon. This is basically what I'm feeling: my lower dan tian used to be basically a goose egg/baseball sized pressure ball. Something happened in the last few days/weeks after I experienced severe, severe pain in my heart chakra (felt like I was having a heart attack). The egg collapsed/shrunk down in size - A LOT to about the size of a pearl or round dime. I feel like I'm wearing an electric jacket, especially in my arms. The current is really weak right now but it's way different from normal prana/mana/chi. You know how when you move your astral arms or prana through your body it's kind of like a subtle hum/vibration? This is denser/thicker energy. It basically feels like like electricity/heat but it doesn't hurt me. During energy packing, I noticed I can induce this current to appear at will by doing a lot of deep breathing. It mostly stayed in the LDT but it would go down to my tailbone or up to my navel chakra and sometimes to my heart (I can feel it circulating right now in my heart center). So I asked my master what was going on and he told me this (I'm removing some information because it's dangerous to practice these meditations without a foundation): I need to be super, super, super careful about my emotions right now because if I accidentally hit someone in anger when I'm feeling the electricity, it will fuck them up in a bad way. I noticed that when something startles or scares me these days, I immediately feel a huge surge of energy coming out of manipura chakra (adrenals wake it up??) for a couple of seconds. I feel like I need to basically be in temporary isolation until I can finally get a grip on the microcosmic + macrocosmic orbit. So that's basically what's going on right now. I'll keep running through my chi until I pass out errrrrr DAY! It's honestly exhausting work but I can't see myself doing anything else. I truly, truly love meditation, yoga and magick.