I am a Bipolar Blackhatter

Well this year is coming to a close, and I took the time to go over some of my old posts. I see some I made while I was intoxicated, and others I made when I wasn't quite myself.

I just want to say, if I have rubbed anyone the wrong away over the course, of my time here. I am truly sorry. I am really a cool person, when I am myself. People that talk to me either on AIM or on Yahoo can probably attest to certain mood swings I have.

I especially want to apologize to Sinewave for the few words we had.

I also want to apologize to everyone for saying I didn't think this place was worth it. I guess I was just angry that Diamond Dave was contemplating putting a price tag on admission here, and I felt deep inside that it would hinder some new person from having the chance to learn before they had the chance to make any money. But at the same time. I wasn't taking into consideration, that this is a large forum, and it takes up a lot of bandwidth, and there are costs associated with running this forum and any other for that matter. And besides that-- it's his shit and he can do as he pleases.

I want to donate to the forum, but it seems like every time I put the money into my paypal account. I don't keep too much in at one time, because I have lost money with them in the past with their gay limiting of accounts, I see some thread of someone asking for $5, or $10. And by the time I look up my account is depleted. I donate a lot behind the scenes. Sometimes people acknowledge me, other times they don't. But I don't give to receive recognition. I don't post to receive recognition.

I have nothing to prove. I have accomplished everything I set out to do in 2008. I look forward to a prosperous 2009 with you all. I have come to know you all as sort of a miniature extended family.

So to make a long story short.

I hope no one took anything personal and have any ill-feelings against me, because I have none agaisnt any of you. Except for the slime-balls that attempt to scam and upload viruses.

Hopefully no one holds any grudges against me, because after-all,
I am a Bipolar Blackhatter.

Regards,

Money2spare

It's ok Money2spare. Things could be a lot worse than bipolar disease. You could have had tourrets syndrome.....

Wow I feel the same way, only I never look back at my posts.

p.s you once promised me $9000 via pm i think you were drunk or something but a deal is a deal dude.

I'm bipolar too. I could go on for ages about the number of times I've nearly burst out crying in the middle of work for no reason and how painful it is sometimes.

But just hang in there. You can adjust if I could.

You don't owe anybody an apology actually, but good that you did.