Cause like first of all. it is very hard to type when high. i hit backspace way too many times. and forget what i am talking about. or how to talk. or what is what i am saying. i don't know if it is always right. or if i should say more stuff. but also i cannot remember short term when i am high. see cause i already forgot my other points i am almost sure i had when i started this thread. that makes me blah for right now. i don't follow in line real well either. it's always in circles. i don't know. i'm high right now and see i been restraining it to the weekends so i'm getting higher quicker type of thing. if this is not supposed to be talked about in here, please leave it away. but man i wish i could focus when high but i feel really funny like i want to laugh all time when i'm high and but also i don't know. i lose thoughts realy quick. so i have to type short and fast. but fast is hard cause i can't type very good when high. lot's of backspacing. drives me crazy. but like i want to do stuff else when i'm high but i need to maintain control like being sober but still feel the high. ya know what i mean? make sense? my girlfriend can smoke an ounce a day and still be fully functioning. that's what i mean. i want to be fully.