I'm not emo-ing and I apologize if it disgust anyone.. but I really need some advice... My self-esteem, self-confidence and body image has been failing (I did post this and ask last week or so)... I feel my life is fucked-up... my face used to be clean but have been suffering sever acne breakouts day after day... I later found out that it is my moody mood and poor self-esteem and frustration that aggravate my acne problems. But the problem is.. I need to attend school every weekdays and I can't seem to be motivated any more... I lost the motivation to study... I want to focus more on my IM... what should I do? Of course, I never just stood there and suffer everyday.. I got several good books (Think and Grow Rich, etc) and hypnosis fies to "repair" myself. My previous GPA was 3.77 (not boasting) so I felt like spending some of my points (by skipping lessons) to repair my self-esteem, acne breakouts, external problems, .etc. Also, my dream is never to work for someone... I wanna be an Entrepreneur, a successful IMer and investor. My motivation in school drops everyday... and I feel so outcast by society now. I feel more and more stressed everyday and I became more and more pessimistic. I used to be an outspoken, extremely motivated, confident person. Now I'm gloomy and pessimistic most of the time. Due to all the rejections (love, academically, relationship, etc).. I never wanted to post such an emo or gay thread because BHW is about IM... but I just feel so "need" to do it and I spend a lot of time in BHW. So what should I do? Just skip one or 2 weeks of lessons to repair and get motivated aagain?