Ok i know in advance that for many people i will think and post that i am complete idiot, or a complete morron , i know 1 f@cked up big time... be easy on me. this is what happened... A couple of months ago i was searching online for way to make money, i researched just about every single thing i could think of (adsense, clickbank, ebay etc...) And one day i stumled upon a site called wholesalematch()c0m, it looked really great and all, so i signed up for it, i paid $299 to join, i spent hours doing the research and watching the tutorials i was supposed to get 4 weeks of coaching but only recieved 2. I was suposed to get a package in the mail , to help me market my website. Never got it. Within those weeks of "learning" i opened an account on ebay and started trying to sell stuff, i was told by the "support team" that by buying a wholesale lot, i would make up to %300 in revenue because of the discounts, when you buy lot of products, and they had this great deal for that specific month, so i got really excited, but i had no money, and they kept sending me these "deals" like "buy 10, 30 gig iphones for $199 each" and doing some research on ebay, 30 gig iphones sell for like $450 unloked and all, so i thought i would make a killing... yes i am very naive and stupid. So i started to get even more excited to the point where i was asking for money from every one, from my mother to my boss... no luck... And i thought why not just ask my we*d d**ler, he's a really nice guy, i always get new shit for free to try out, heck i know him for years, so he is basically my best friend right!... so i did... i wish i never had.... Long story short i borrowed the money, but not from him, he got it from some one else, if you know what i mean... I was so excited that i thought "i will make the money back in three weeks tops" "it's only 5k" i mean i will make more than that if i buy another "package" like the "coach bags package", i thought "a single bag can go for up to 2k" I should have never even looked at the f**ing site, why did it have to happen to me ..... So, just to summarize my f***k up i paid for the 3 wholesale lots, i waited , and never got the shit i paid for... so i called, they said they would look into it, and they said i would call back. They never called. I called again and again, i was told that someone from the cancellation department would call me back... they haven't. And now my account has been deleted, i can't log in , and they are saying, they have no record of any transactions made with the info i provided, or that i ever joined the f***ing site, and since i used a wire transfer i can even trace the f***king company to it I don't if i want to cry or kill my self... So here i am about to get f***ed up by some crazy Mother f***r who probably raped guys in jail, thank to the mother f****rs who made me dream of riches. And these guys have already roughed me up for not paying them the "fee" on time, they have my id's and they've been inside my apparment, stole shit too. I was thinking of runing away but i know for a fact that i will get caught. I can probably run away from the police, if i hide in mexico, or some where down south, but not from these guys i just know it. I have been thinking about stealing from my boss, he's got money and if i could just get enough from him i can make a fast getaway pay those mother f***rs and skip town, i have some money save for my next "due date" like 700 bucks, i can probably ride a bus to mexico with that and live there for a while, or something. I can run away from police i know they will go and ask shit about me with my "friends" and my mother but they won't know shit, and the police can't hurt or do anything to my mom just because she knows me, so that will work out just fine for me, and if i get caught... well i rather got ot jail instead of the hospital with an inch of my life left. I know i don't have the balls to do this right now, but i might just be able to pull this off if i am desperate enough. The "rates" are killing me, they go up every month, i was told that if i paid 10k by the end of the month, that would settle the debt, that's impossible for me as i am right now, i have other d**lr pleading for me, i had to f***ing beg on my knees, to that mother f***er , and he laugh on my face, he f** ing hummiliated me, can you f***ing iamgeine how that felt... but so far it's working they are willing to let it go if i pay them 15k by the end of october. I can't even believe why this happened to me... i never even got into a fist fight before, and now i am in deep shit with some guys that have propably killed people for no reason at all. I am scared shitless... Please i am begging you... i do not want to be running away all the time some one help me out, i have posted my story in other forums and i get either banned, ignored and made fun of, at this point i don't care, if i get bashed with insults, just need help... I stumbled on this forum by chance when i was looking for ways to making quick money on CL by ewhoring, (i thought it was something else, don't ask why) and i ended up reading some succes stories, and some other threads about how to make money and i seen some people offer help to other members, it seems you guys are a tight community, i will pray that the admin does not delete this thread.... i have some idea of how to make money but i am afraid i'll lose time trying to figure out how to have a profitable campaign before i can pay these guys that's why i need coaching fast, i am willing to pay for the right guy who can help me out... Please... please i beg you i need the help of some one who can truly help me i am working two jobs and i can barely pay this ass***les, i have a month of back rent to pay, i don't really don't want to get any one else involde in this as much as possible... I swear i will give something back to the community, if i make it out in one piece. i will do just about anything... PLEASE... i beg you, help me out, before i f___k up even more.