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GrotesqueGoddess ~ A leap of -Fatih?

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by valwardon, May 24, 2009.

  1. valwardon

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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiGtN-dplYk

    Well what can I say I am compelled to do what scares me the most.

    Personally I do not believe in Love. I believe we are animals and our main goal in life is to reproduce. Love just is nothing more than a chemical reaction to help the process along.


    Somehow though it is something I need to believe in. I need to believe that there is something more to life then what mother nature has intended.

    Somehow at times like now words fail me. Why is that so?

    The past couple days have been utterly amazing. You have given me reason to believe.

    *Feel free to ridicule me this is in the lounge and anything goes here. I understand but i know what I am doing is right inside my own head.*
     
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  2. GrotesqueGoddess

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    I wish there was a video on YouTube... or anywhere for that matter... to describe the past few days. Somehow you've managed to make the hardest time in my life bearable. With my (probable) high fever, I don't even know if this is real or just some beautiful Ibuprofen induced dream. My hands are shaking, my heart is pounding... Can this even be real?

    I wish I could express how I feel right now...

    I share everything you feel, I really do... I just don't have it in me right now to materialize it as beautifully as you did.

    ...Did you seriously just do this? LoL

    To sum it up... I feel the same and I am at a loss for words... and you've given me faith I never thought I'd have... and I'm rambling because my hands are shaking so badly.
     
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  3. shapeshift3r

    shapeshift3r Junior Member

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    I wish I wasnt involved in this thead.

    Mods?
    MODS?
     
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  4. bizcredit

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    Invite me to the wedding. No meth for me.
     
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    Do we have a BHW couple here? :D kwel...
     
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  7. valwardon

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    It is cool man. I have done what I desired to do. I understand that this was not the best place. Yet this was the place in which I met her. It was a public declaration of how I feel. To her and to the world.

    My cheesy attempt at being a romantic. I hope I did well. You see being a dare devil is something I know a little bit of. Being a romantic is something I know nothing of. So I took a daredevil leap of faith in hopes it would be romantic.

    So be my guest and troll as you like. For once it is actually ok.

    Honestly I am soo far on cloud 9 right now not much you could do to bring me down. Yes I am happy it all worked out. Leaves a good feeling inside . you should try to do something wild and crazy and romantic just for once in your life.
     
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  8. platinvm

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    You have some balls valwardon, my respect for you has gone way up in the last couple of days :D
     
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  9. shizaru

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    this is the sweetest thread I've ever read.. :dancing:
     
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  10. betster77

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    Lo and Behold... The Bonnie & Clyde of IM :D
     
  11. vegasvillan

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    Do you two live near each other or something???? lol
     
  12. MrE

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    valwardon is getting ewhored hard, watch your bank account :D
     
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  13. Bugalugs

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    I think this is wonderful for both of you. Go for it. Lovely thread.
     
  14. the_punisher

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    I am glad to have clicked this thread, brought back memories :)

    I too have a special one, but i cant do what you did here.. youve earned my respects...

    I want to sing this to her one day..

    like i wanna say as long as im around, baby you dont have to worry about anything... and that i will protect you and love you with everything i am..


    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6cZZgwFBX4



    sigh....
     
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  15. LHaskins

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    Valwardon,

    Love IS real.

    Take it from someone who has been blissfully married for 15 years.
     
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  16. theconjurer

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    congratulations to the both of you on finding love in the place you would least expect it.

    Also, to valwardon, where the fuck did you manage the courage from?
     
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  18. kayzne

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    Seriously? This is a sad attempt for attention.

    Get a room.
     
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  19. abhi1

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    go boy go...am still looking for mine :( saw her once & now searching...**sniff sniff**
     
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  20. madinaz

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    Or figure out how to make money off it. Maybe sell a membership for like $5 bucks to see what happens when they meet in person.
     
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