hi guys I have good news and bad news the good news is yesterday was the last day of my acting class and I did not cry. I dont know how people can be so heartless, nobody gave a damn, nobody cried. but ok. I joked around in this class a lot. this one time, the teacher said "scientists have discovered that if a baby is not held, he doesn't grow. babies need to be not only fed, but also held by a woman." i said "I want to be 7 feet tall, can anyone hold me?" I made these jokes a lot in this class. a girl that was in the class always laughed at my jokes and she said "your scenes are so funny" I think she liked me. but I never paid much attention to her because she is not hot. she is not ugly...just average. this one time, she was working on her laptop and she had pictures of her friends. I said "who are those?" she said "my friends" I said "your friends are hot, unlike you" she got really quiet and I realized I have a terrible sense of humor. so i said "I didnt mean that...I mean I dont care how you look, i only care about your personality....I mean you are hot." she said "I'm not offended. I dont look hot because I dont dress properly" then the next week, I apologized again, i told her "i'm sorry about what i said, I think you are hot" she said "we already talked about that" then yesterday, last day of class, I realized all this time instead of fantasizing about that bitch that didn't want me, I should have gone after her. I like her personality and I think we would make a great couple. so I emailed her: "This is [my name]. I wanted to talk to you after class but you left so quickly. I want to get to know you more, let's meet up some time. -Sent from my dELL " she hasn't responded, so at this point should I forget about her?