1. No fapping for almost a week - no porn, no sex (as if that's a problem lol), nothing - CHECK. 2. No drinking for weeks - CHECK 3. No nicotine for weeks - CHECK 4. Exercising (lost 8 lbs already) - CHECK 5. Meditating - CHECK 6. Sun gazing - CHECK (this one makes me feel really weird, actually to be quite honest I don't really like exposure to solar energy) 7. Eating clean - CHECKish I'm feeling like I'm just gushing with emotions and huge mood swings right now. BHW hold me close and tight with your big, strong manly arms. Tell me it's going to be alright, I need you . On the plus side, I look like I just "dropped" about 5+ years and a girl thought I was 17/18 LOL (I'm turning 26 in a couple of days). Actually to be honest I kinda need a break from all this shit so I'm probably going to cheat a lot tonight. This shit aint.easy. I feel like I'm missing out on a big part of life but at the same time, I know this is the price I have to pay for real spiritual power. No games, no fluff, no bs, just work. Love you all. EDIT: Another plus side of no fap, etc... is that I feel HUGE swings of energy constantly. It's pretty amazing. I strongly, strongly encourage you guys to at least try it for 1 week.