So ya pressed the magic button and not only did you not get the rabbit, your deleted your root directory. Not going well, huh? Well it don't always. Everyday ass gets handed back to someone. Every so often it is you. You gots two choices, quit, and work a regular slave wage job, or re-dedicate yourself, study, pick one thing, and go. This forum gets inundated with crybaby posts, and people who beg for help, offer to pay for help, bitch, moan, and complain. It is hard work this IM stuff. Who told you differently? Did you really think the guy with the MLM landing page was on a beach somewhere? Chances are he works at Best Buy, and is just as hungry as you. This is a hard place, this earth. You want pie? Go after it. Put away your fears and doubts and anxieties. The TRUTH is that the difference between the winners and not so winners is that one instant of clarity. That is when you decide if you are done or if you can go forward. The wall. Another thing, you may not get rich. But if you can type, if you can discipline yourself to work very hard and type 10 or so articles per day you could make at the least a salary equal to a Target or a grocery store. A check that you could earn in your pajamas, and use towards tools and education. The TRUTH? You have to work. The rabbit is in the hat. But you got to use your hand, and he may bite the piss out of you. You may bleed and bitch at the rabbit, but ain't no wand coming to your rescue, no sir. The TRUTH? What you need to know about yourself is how many times are you willing to get bit to get that prize? Only you know. The TRUTH is internal. The TRUTH is waiting to be told.