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First time meeting a female master :D! She overpowered me though

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  1. pewep

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    So I had an interesting OBE, and one that makes me wonder about my life.

    Wednesday was my last day in yoga and I was feeling really sad about it. So at night I popped out of my body and teleported to school and started practicing sun salutations and surprisingly, I could really feel the energy in the room. I could feel everyone who has ever been there practicing with me, it was great!

    But then suddenly, I was aware that these aren't mere thought forms, it was an actual practice session. People around me started making a commotion and wondering wtf, some of them laughing at me, others shouting. Anyway, the energy started to get intense...

    I felt myself get slammed to the ground hard by something like 1000 lbs. Someone had basically completely drained my will and I was pinned on the ground. She was female and she told me that those who desire money will never be free. I didn't have a second to ask her wtf she was talking about before basically she dragged me into something like a hole. I heard a really weird noise like electric zapping and I saw something like a pinkish light and I felt myself moving very, very, very rapidly.

    I tried to resist but I couldn't the energy was just too strong so I just let it take over me. I found myself slammed back into my body.

    I think she did that intentionally so that I remember her message. It remind me of the japanese master I met who told me to follow my heart.

    I am wondering if manifesting money is the right thing, twice spirits have told me to follow my dream of being a chi/psi/magick master and not worry about money - but how will I feed myself? Starting up a practice is super hard... but it really is my dream and I love it more than anything else. Perhaps I am wrong? I'd like some advice on this.
     
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    Your focus isn't absolutely right... See, money isn't coming to you freely either in the wakeful state, or in the dreamlike state. You need to absolutely focus on some better objective to get that first so that the money will come automatically as the byproduct. You need to finetune all the time whether you want to see a clear picture on the telly, or to reach the right place in the astral world. Reaching the ultimate is easy after all your materialistic desires are manifested or destroyed completely. There is another golden path BUT..... :)
     
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    I want whatever you're on.
     
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    Title had me thinking this was gonna' be some freaky sexual stuff, disappointed. ;)
     
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    I mean maybe it is with the shit about being dragged into a hole and the "pinkish light"
     
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    I kind of agree with this because of my conscience. The thing is I still to this day feel guilty about being able to make money basically come to me from nowhere, but as a black magician, our basic outlook is that whatever we can do goes. But I somehow always feel wrong about the fact that I am not working. I feel like it impedes my spiritual progress in a way.

    BTW what is the golden path my friend?
     
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    LOL, dude, I would never want to be with a female qigong/magick master. I would never want someone with so much power over me, who knows how she would feel from day to day? Being with someone so powerful is akin to slavery.
     
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    You should have been like:
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    You got me on "She overpowered me" :)
    "I saw something like a pinkish light and I felt myself moving very, very, very rapidly." You thinking what im thinking?! :D
     
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    In time ;D. Maybe when I'm an adept, I'll get bored and pay her a visit.
     
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    Why do stop to do yoga?
    I'm doing that from past 3 years + and trust me, I've not got a small illness till yet from that duration.
    If you want, I can help you with it.
     
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    So I was just taking a class in school and it was only until early october. I am committed to yoga for life and being a yogi. I'll never stop but I felt really sad that the class ended. I also want to open up my own yoga studio :D. I would be happy to hear from you my friend.
     
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    Some say Yoga is satanic/demonic exercise since it was created by hindu's who worshipped many gods/demons. Maybe it was a demon. Not really religious but if that's the case maybe the demon is just trying to pressure you into a 9-5 job and quit marketing online making enough money to be free.
    jk
    Sounds crazy though
     
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    I'm from India and yoga matters alot here.
    Daily 5 am to 7am there is a live telecast on Television and one yog guru teaches entire peoples over here live.
    In addition, the place where he does got more than 2k audience over there and all of them for free of cost.
    We believe in that, got tons of example where cancer got healed at 1st & 2nd stage, Di-Bieties, Kidney Stone and tons of diseases.
    I can ping you all the urls :)

    One more thing, have you heard about Flying Meditation?
    You can rise up till knee level in air after doing that, but it need tons of studies and hardwork.
    Only 45 minutes a day is enough for that, but you need to do a lot of concentration :)
     
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    "But as a black magician..... our basic outlook is that what ever we can do goes"
    "impedes my spiritual progress"
    "I somehow always feel wrong"
    "I still to this day feel guilt"
    "Kind of agree"

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    All the above sentences, your own sentences, though put in right kind of humbleness, show what exactly is causing the failed attempts to make it really big! The Golden Path can be found if you win over that negativity!

    You're basically a slave to none, but only to your own limiting thoughts! Think of it. The thoughts are limiting your mind, and the limits around the mind aren't allowing it to fully contact your subconscious mind, which though is the key to the infinite riches (it is called Abundance, which is everything that's good for oneself) any person can enjoy, is being set to idle state due to the limits placed on the mind. That subconscious mind is not getting the right kinds of fuel from the mind, and so it doesn't "manifest"your good goals into reality.

    Your mind which is conditioned by your thought patterns IS limiting you. That fence is the proverbial devil which pulls you back from getting to your goals. Whatever goals you have -- money, power, abundance, even trust in the minds of your colleagues is part of that limitless state of mind.... you're losing all these good things because you've limited your mind. See those sentences which I've highlighted for you. Every sentence carries a limit in it, although your intention is good basically in wording them. Subconsciously they have been bound by a limit which you have imposed on yourself.

    One of the Golden Paths in getting the material AND the spiritual "blessings" from your own Self is to remove those limits carefully and in wisdom! Without the Wisdom part, you're still not taking it out of the previous bounds completely and thus the vicious cycle begins again. You MUST be like oil in water while doing all your duties towards yourself and towards others around you.

    Once you begin really growing, the "you (your mind's hold on your whole self)" diminishes" and your (real) Wisdom increases (about everything you should know). At that stage, you begin to see your goals getting manifested "all by itself"! I.e., there will be situations where the money (for example) will begin flowing freely to you by WHATEVER means. You may win a lottery(!), you can get a work you like the most (teaching real magick to the deserving, and according to the universal laws set to that field). You will be able to display your mastery to others and only as they are meant to be displayed. You will know the hows, the whys, the whats, etc by your own wisdom which is now one with the universe (black or white isn't the matter... it's an energy and energy can never be black or white in whatever way. It's how you use it makes that difference).

    So, one of the Golden Paths is to be a thoughts-guard first. Don't let those thoughts out and take power -- over you. Modify it to turn it beneficial... Then rewise everything you do.
    That word is important. See what you're doing and do it in the best possible way -- do it how it must be done. Your subconscious will help you if you need a master to guide you, but you MUST send it the right kind of thoughts which it understands are for the overall good, and then it will become the greatest help you can have.

    After that stage, the path becomes clearer and you'll know what needs to be done to get to ALL your goals. NOT BEFORE THAT... i.e. Take hold of your mind and the thought patterns FIRST. That's the KEY!

    The proverbial devil is only inside the mind, and the true self can reveal only if you become the master of THAT "devil" the only WAY it needs to be mastered -- not any other way which seems is the right way. :)

    Do you now see the pattern of the flow of your thoughts (read all your threads if needed). Analyze those patterns, and you will know why despite your knowledge you're not able to get over and beyond the situation?

    That "woman in the dream" was conveying to you the same message! She "showed" you where the present things are leading you to and how fast and how in an uncontrollable way. She told you the right thing that the DESIRE of money (only) will never set one free....

    If you keep tugging hard at the thought of making money, of how you'll survive if you don't "make it happen",or anything else your desire, it (that abundance) will never come freely to you. So Relax FIRST...! For a Yoga student, the becoming one with whole Universe and beyond IS the goal. Does money have a role to play in that scenario, does money really belong in there, if it does then how significantly... you will know the right answers as and when you set your foot on that Golden Path! Lose the shackles of your thought patters first so that you'll be able to find the right way. Analyze your threads and see if they reveal the same to you -- the self-limiting factors.

    Do you think the role of the real black magick or the real sorcery will take a back seat? No... just begin and you'll be surprised to know how little you know of those fields if that's what you want to master in life. Whenever and whatever you say in those threads, almost all, they show you as completely self-doubting figure, or show you as a false master in your field. Re-Set the goals first and do relax during the entire process. the mind won't have power over you then, and then you can turn into the Successful Pewep you wish to see! Loving oneself is good for the progress in this field, but not OVER-loving oneself! The "big you" in you must go so that you can truly love yourself in the right mix and measures. You can be a true master only then... :)

    The spiritual growth can be impeded/obstructed only by a self-limiting state of the mind. Otherwise it is not a mere thing which can be stopped by anything else at all...

    Think... :)
     
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