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Damn, I really felt like magneto today, lol!

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  1. pewep

    pewep Power Member

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    First off, shout out to my home boy Zwiezzie for making it out of the troll swamps to the top of the food chain. You give us hope brah ;)
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    Secondly, I know I'm not supposed to be doing this because my master told me to keep my psionic powers locked in and to continue absorbing energy into my LDT until level 4....but the thing is it really does make me feel depressed and lost when I don't use my abilities or channel energy. I can actually feel this in the left side of my brain (slightly above my ear) like being very thirsty and not knowing exactly what to do about it.

    So today I was just feeling kind of frustrated and a bit bored to meditate (bad pew, BAD) and I just wanted to release. I glanced at a spoon in my bedroom that's about 3 feet away and the second I did it started spinning. LOL! THAT was crazy. I tried to control it but I had zero control whatsoever, it was just dancing around on its own accord.

    Shit! I think I'm leaking jing...but anyway that was quite a relief. Usually geisting isn't very fun (uncontrolled pk) and it's usually just knocks, raps, light pulsing, chairs, etc... but this was actually pretty cool. I had started thinking that I had lost my powers. That's really what happens when I don't use ESP. I start feeling like I'm nothing and everything is just in my head. I need to focus on the long term goal of enlightenment instead of chasing the abilities.

    But I don't think I was cheating because I didn't mean to use pk, it just happened.

    Anyway, just a little Thursday night shenanigan from your dear lad, carry on.
     
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    Pewep, what do I do if my girlfriend smells like fish ? Thanks.
     
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    the only times things spin for me are when i've had too much too drink.

    I do hope you collect all the treads you've posted about this and one day release a book, that might be an ebook i'd actually buy.
     
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    Make fish and chips....

    Or buy her some douche :) Its a life saver
     
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    Oh God, that reminds me of one of my exes - the second I took her pants off the whole room...had a very distinct aroma. After I fingered her, I went to the bathroom and smelled my hand....that was the craziest shit i've ever smelled.

    She was cute tho.
     
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    I just wish for root access to my brain
     
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    first try to jailbreak it, then change the identity number, spoof the MAC address, make S-OFF brain action, then transfer the .zip root through your ears, finally you can root your brain and gain access to its full powers.
     
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  8. pewep

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    That's actually a lot easier than you think - pretty much all of these "supernatural" abilities or just different mental states (like experiencing an opiate like high without taking any substances) can be unlocked through meditation = being aware of where your thoughts and experiences arise from.
     
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    I did holotropic breathwork once, and I wasn't trying to manifest a high feeling, or anything really. However, I was hit by a huge wave of an opiate like feeling, and I am a recovered heroin addict so I know what that feels like. It was quite crazy, but not really the purpose of what we were doing.
     
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    Hahah, man gotta love that. And the crazy thing is just all of the weird shit the brain does that we really never really pay attention to at all. Nevermind what our energy bodies do. I sometimes wonder what % of actual reality we consciously process vs what's going on around us.
     
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    Something I probably haven't mentioned before is that it's difficult for me not to take analogies and metaphors literally.

    I thought you had a wizard friend named Zwiezzie who was tasked with some retreat to the "troll swamps" in order to attain super-predator status.

    To be honest with you, I'm still not sure if this isn't the case. ;)
    That reminds me of this guy I knew named "Maytred" in high school. He was dating a girl for a week before he went to her home for a night of coitus. As soon as she took her pants down, he said, "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and darted out of her house.

    The next day, he told every single person at the school about her odour. After he graduated, he still came back to the campus multiple times a week to tell the incoming freshman about the smell.

    As odd as it sounds, I didn't make up the last part; my school was very lenient about students and alumni wandering around the campus.
     
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    @pewep i experience that in short periods after i wake up . For a few minutes i am not me. I am objective spectator of my life, purpose and meaning. I have no subjective ties with my problems, my goals, or anything else. I see things as they truly are - irrelevant. Often i grasp my mortality full scale, and it fucks me up for next 1 hour of the day. After 1 hour, self-preserving mechanisms kick in, and im back into fake self-hypnosis state, often called reality.
     
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    Waaahahah...well, I don't think I've ever asked you but..are you a wizard?

    Damn that Maytred guy sounds like a dick lol. I'd never purposefully embarrass anyone like that. That was cold blooded lmao. I'd just make up a bullshit excuse for why my dick doesn't work then try to gtfo as soon as possible. See, this is why I don't sleep with random people anymore haha.

    What's interesting is that the moment you're waking up is the best time to try things like out of body experiences, etc... It's also when you experience a serotonin boost. Maybe your experiences with breaking through the boundaries of your ego (even though temporary) can be a very good meditation focus. Cool :)!
     
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    ... Maybe... :p

    Maytred was an interesting fellow. He was never mean to anyone else, though for some reason, he found that girl's repugnant smell so offensive that he just couldn't let it go.
     
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    @pewep I think I unlocked some of these mental powers, I mean I can make the transition from one state of mind to another.

    Am I at least at lv2?

    Also, at what level do you enter sage mode if you constantly absorb energy?
    Like the naruto boy(orange pigmentation/horizontal line in the eye)?
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    If you feel heat/pressure 2-5 finger widths below your navel when deep breathing (especially on the out breath), you finished lvl 1. If your ball starts moving around, you've finished lvl 2. If you can consciously move your ball to different parts of your body, you've finished lvl 3 (what I'm working on). Beyond that it gets a bit complicated and I strongly, strongly recommend getting the guidance of a master.

    I actually just started watching Naruto lol. You have no idea how much angst it gave me when they misuse the word "chakra" (the writer had no fucking idea what it was??) but honestly it's pretty fun haha. I like the pain vs six tails fight, that was sick.
     
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    Never stare a booty in public.

    Start a journey thread where we can see your level progress ~__~
     
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    Haha, man I was wondering...if this is what happens when I randomly lose control, I wonder if I'm affecting people around me without knowing it. It kind of explains why some of them act up around me...I really need to stay 100% focused and calm. This is super hard when being celibate and these sexy women walk around with their asses hanging out on every corner...pardon my french please. No wonder monks prefer living in isolation or in a single gender monastery.

    Yeah I think I'll start a blogspot or wordpress blog for my daily experiences. It'll be good for me to track my progress as well I think.