Madinaz,
I wish you well in your challenge with your health. There are a few cancers that if found too late are quit difficult to whip. NOT impossible just a greater challenge than others.
Sounds like yours is found quick so, should be easy peazy, piece-o-cake.
You really need to consider ways to deal with the depression first priority.
It is important to work to keep your immune system strong, and depression is not just mental, it does affect your health. But, it really can be an easy bit to handle. Only real issue is action. You "gotta wanna".
I mean if you have a death wish, then that might be the first thing to attack.
My ex has a boy friend that has very high blood pressure. Has been offered ways to help control it but, he doesn't do any of it, so he will suffer the long term issues and maybe early death. Why doesn't he do anything about it? Stupid? I met him and he actually is pretty smart but, this is just dumb.
One of the best ways to deal with depression is just laugh a lot and sing along with favorite songs. Amazingly a lot of people are ab-so-fok-ing-lutly TERRIFIED of singing in front of someone. Speaking in public is another tough one.
What ever trips your giggle trigger is what you need.
For me it is the Stooges Laurel and Hardy, Benny Hill, or Firesign Theatre albums or Mad TV, Mystery Science Theatre was fun too, or even Ren and Stempy.
The singing bit is a great lung work out for more oxygen.
A lot of germs and diseases are anarobic so, getting more oxygen is helpful.
Please do a bit of research on Ozone therapy. McCabe is one author.
Be aware that the AMA is NOT your friend.
It is big business and $$ is job one NOT your welfare.
They only allow burning,cutting and chemo for therapy, all others are forbidden.
Europe is more open to alternatives. As you may know pharmaceuticals are microdistilled herbs. Unfortunately we/they don't have a clue on how the natural micronutrients play a part in health.
I too currently have my own health issues to deal with. Due to stupid diet and over enjoyment of Mr Guiness and Mary Merlot.
I was a medical photographer and saw some behind the scenes crap-o-la that has caused me to avoid the traditional medical establishment.
I had life threatening allergies with anaphylactic shock episodes and "traditional" Dr's could only keep me from choking to death. They couldn't determine the cause or prevent episodes from occurring. Diet cured it.
The S.A.D. (standard american diet) is one that is NOT healthy.
I am not a doctor nor do I play one on a tv so, I am not dispensing medical advise.
What a person ingests either helps or hinders their system.
It builds or tears down.
You eat, then you eliminate. Unfortunately not all is eliminated.
Between the two unhealthy byproducts are formed.
Some are easily dealt with and quickly eliminated, while other toxins are stored and then begin to cause trouble.
Because this has "become" a concern and is something you weren't born with, that means it "developed".
If you agree, then the next question could be why did it develop or 'from' what.
Actually that really doesn't even need to be answered, just what you need do.
You haven't shared the specifics but, no matter where this is manifesting it is "SYSTEMIC".
I do not know you so, I don't know if you pound down a "Happy Meal" twice a day or are a charter member of the Marlboro club, or you feel a quart of Johnny Walker Red a day is fine or you "enjoy" 10 beers every sunday watching the Packers lose.(they suck, because they need a new coach that has his head NOT in his ass)
If you are indeed still eating "Fastfood" then, you aren't serious about dealing with this.
Fact is we all die eventually. Sickness is not normal.
When Criptosporidium hit Milwaukee many years ago, there were lots of deaths from it.
And many people sick from it.
Most from HIV people but, also other immune challenged folks.
I worked in a business of about 25 people. All there got terribly sick with digestion troubles from the Cripto except me. I was fine, it did not effect me at all.
I was a strict vegetarian at the time and I also knew to avoid drinking city provided water.
I also new to take preventive steps when the alarms were sounded. I took immune enhancing herbs.
I trust our government with nothing.
They are all corrupt and couldn't give two Sh*ts for your welfare.
I detest this holiday for many reasons, which I will not elaborate on.
What I have observed in my 55 years on this big blue marble is yes, we are like lab rats,
easily manipulated with the promise of a chunk of cow goo.
First if you are a Christian, a REAL one, you would actually study the bible and not let those sorry pieces of garbage in organized churches tell you what the bible means.
It actually has some good dietary suggestions that should be followed. Like No freaking pig meat! It is poison.The wonderful xmas ham, NOT.
This forum probably doesn't allow discussion of religion so, I'll stop.
So, now your having a health challenge and xmas sucks. Yup. I feel some of that.
I may get flambe'd for wasting paragraphical real estate here but, I do wish you well and do have a small understanding of your challenge.
Please PM me if you want to rip me a new one or if you wish to bend my ear a bit.
I can offer attention and just maybe some help.
If not at least take a serious look at how you are treating yourself with your diet.
Xmas crap is now officially over as it is now the 26th so, I wish you a Happy New Year.
If xmas is so "All That" why are these shoppers all f'n stressed out and hysterical trying to get those super shopper deals? And why don't they have that holiday spirit all year long?
Be strong, be healthy, smile and find more reasons to kick the big "C"'s ass because it is really just a wimp ass Fock and you will kick it to the curb in no time.
JB
