Every year I try to get in the CHristmas Spirit but as Christmas inches closer I seem to get more and more depressed. This year is kinda the worst because I found out that I have cancer a few weeks ago.I get Non stop sob stories in email and PMS and can't help everybody. I know it's strange but I didn't join BHW to make money did that well enough before I found this site I joined to help people but it seems that a lot of people want to be spoon fed or want you to give them all the tools for free. It kinda eats away at you. I want to help people but sometimes you have to ask is it worth it. Anybody else have a problem keeping the Christmas Spirit going?