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A special R.I.P thread... I love you </3

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by TheLoneSynchro, Sep 10, 2014.

  1. TheLoneSynchro

    TheLoneSynchro Regular Member

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    I know this thread will be pointless to all of you, but it will remind me forever as to why I hate myself.. I had just recently started an Internet Marketing project, I've been really busy almost 14-15 hours a day between IM and school. I used to spend 3-4 hours a day by this guys side. I would lay with him, sleep with him, and play with him all day long. He was the most laid back animal that I have ever seen, we used to always make jokes about him having a marijuana plant hidden somewhere in the back.

    Once my project started, I started paying less attention to him. I stopped spending time with him and gave him a pat or two every now and then before getting back to work. I shut my door and did nothing but focus on what I needed to in order to start becoming successful in life. I never neglected him though, we always kept food and water out for him, he was always a happy animal... a lazy one. He hated to move.. So I didn't find it strange at all that he hadn't really changed spots in the last few days, that was normal for him. He was still alive, looking around, pawing at us for attention... he wasn't in any pain, but it was a few days ago that I noticed that he was bleeding really bad. He was peeing blood and it was coming out of his butt. I spent most of that day with him. The next day while I was working he started throwing up blood.. I wish I could have done something for him, but we just don't have the money..

    This morning I woke up just to get to spend his last few minutes with him. I heard a whine in my sleep and instantly knew where I needed to be. I ran outside of my room and laid beside him during his last few breathes....

    I really wish I would have spent those few extra hours with him... were my articles really that important?

    I love you boy..

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  2. Conor

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  3. TheLoneSynchro

    TheLoneSynchro Regular Member

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    I don't even have the slightest idea of what you're talking about.
     
  4. TheLoneSynchro

    TheLoneSynchro Regular Member

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    Thanks man, but I'll figure it out. The real challenge is not letting this interrupt my work flow too much.
     
  5. Heywood00d

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    I don't think anything anyone here says will make you feel any better, but I'm sorry for your loss.

    What's done is done, you can't change it now. Instead you should try to accept what happened and focus on the good times instead of on your mistakes.
     
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    WHAT ?......
    This was supposed to be a dog rip thread.but, it will become a welcome back thread if old members found your post.
    -=-
     
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  7. qrazy

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    Sorry for your loss buddy. These guys are always awesome showing unconditional love.
     
  8. divok

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    who bought harro's account ?
     
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    Really sorry for your loss man! No amount of words will make you feel better but keep in mind he is now at a better place and always looking at you from up there knowing how much you loved him. Cheer up boy!
     
  10. keytenx

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    I was about to say the same. :) @OP i feel you i have lost a dog not only once but thrice. Sorry for your lost. :(
     
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    May the soul rest in peace.
     
  12. BassTrackerBoats

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    OP, tough few days ahead of you.

    Goes to show you that CL is still rocking in South Florida!

    WB, Harro.
     
  13. bookmarc

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    I am so sorry for your loss.

    dont hate yourself. carry the good things forward that is what your "baby" would like.
    many of us have similar stories. but that's not important right now. your baby is.

    take care and God bless bro!
     
  14. TheLoneSynchro

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    Gave me a good laugh.
     
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    Sorry for hear that ...
     
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    I was always crushed when I lost a beloved animal - don't blame yourself about the extra hours, I am sure you loved your dog and he knew it - stay strong mate
     
  17. COLDEXE

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    I just lost my boy and best friend 2 months ago to cancer and I think I know how you must be feeling. It's heartbreaking knowing you'll never be able to make right the things you should have done and nothing anyone can say will change the guilt and sorrow and pain. Try and think about the good times you spent together and how much happier yours and his life were together. Would he have been happy to see you upset now or would he want to know you were safe and coping. Shit this thread has got to me. Grief is a horrible thing, but needs to be embraced before moving on. Remember every happy moment you had and cherish those thoughts forever. All my condolences.
     
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    I am very sorry for your loss.
     
  19. SocialMediaManager

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    MY Cat Died due to attack my Stray Dogs i know how it feels
    Sorry for your Loss

    Concentrate on your Project and then give some charity to an animal charity
     
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  20. TheLoneSynchro

    TheLoneSynchro Regular Member

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    That's a great idea, I think I'll do that.