I have been meditating my friends. It's true. I actually feel some pain. Yang energy is hot - white hot and purifying - and in my swadhisthana chakra, it feels like a huge knot (or ball) and sometimes when it contracts, it feels like my whole spine is getting pulled and bent. Also, sometimes I feel like it has veins/threads extending from it to all over my body. It's a bit scary hehe, but also kind of addictive. I mean, I feel kind of empty without it. Anyway, I spun a metal pot today, just to see how my telekinesis was growing. That's the heaviest "small" object I've done I guess, so that's nice. Also, during meditation, I kept getting "flashes" in my third eye and suddenly I could see my entire room in crystal clear HD while I had my eyes closed. I haven't been able to trigger this phenomenon outside of deep meditation - trust me I've tried haha. Sometimes I feel like this is getting kind of crazy...because deep down I know that I genuinely can't control my powers and it's only a matter of time before something happens that makes me hate myself. I feel like this is why many yogis and sadhus decide to live alone or wander the earth. But then I remember that my teacher has a girlfriend..lives in the big city....and I remember when he stopped a god.damn.train with the sheer force of his biofield and I realize I don't know shit about nuthin.