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A little inspiration and history for the members of the forum

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by klazeg, Oct 9, 2019.

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  1. klazeg

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    Hello everyone, previously I had introduced myself to this forum. But maybe not in the right way. And today I want to tell you a story that you may want to read. Try how today I am trying to overcome a personal crisis thanks to friendships on the Internet and work.

    The way in which I came to this forum, was thanks to a financial crisis that my family lived recently. Thanks to that I got into the typical section of earning money to see the great post provided by the forum members.

    So, for the first time, I felt that everything had a way out. And that God was not such a son of b ***. I have great respect for him, but he has made me go through difficult situations that I think if I am not in an insane asylum is thanks to the strength that he provides me.

    As I said, I was born in Venezuela, and since I was a child my father abandoned me. I have only lived with my mother and my older brother who by the way has serious mental and drug problems. This so far has not affected me in any way, I think I'm a mature enough boy to come to drugs.

    I have had a very terrible life, we have had to sell almost all the objects of the house on multiple occasions. Either for not starving, or because my older brother gets into trouble and you have to pay lawyers.

    The last time my brother got into a problem, we had to sell the TV, the fridge, and the washing machine. And right now my house is really like a poor house.

    Some time ago my mother met a man who came to call father, because he was the one who raised me and the one who gave me to eat every day. But as per the custom of time or life, again this new man abandoned us.

    This way it hurt, it was just a year ago. Thanks to this my family or more than all my mother and I fell into depression. I lowered my school grades and she was fired from work, for no reason. Maybe to look for someone younger.

    This is how we were alone, without money and without work in the country with the highest economic inflation currently in existence.
    My brother got into trouble with the people who live near us and thanks to this we had to pay another debt than if he left us bankrupt.

    Everything was going wrong at that time I can admit, my school notes went to hell. So I dedicated myself on vacation to look for work online to avoid starving.

    The only thing I can say that I can offer right now is the ability to write, make music and design. I had many aspirations, if I tell you the truth, I only have one friend. I am not a person who trusts many thanks to all that I have been through.

    When I finally got a girlfriend a year ago, just at the moment when my father left us again, she left. Because we argued a lot. I think I have a serious jealousy problem.

    I got to thinking about killing myself but then I got to the great thought of saying, fuck, I'm young. I can still fight for me and my mother. When I finally found a "stable" job on the internet. I fell into a disease. Perhaps it is the disease that changed my life, it gave me a liver abscess in the liver and in this way I had to have an emergency operation because my right lung was filled with fluid.

    I went through things in that hospital like nobody else, they injected my back without anesthesia, and they placed the famous "thorax tube". Another part is due at the time I left so far, and then. In this way I would like to tell you the following.
    Today I have to find money with my mother for a medicine that I have to take for 3 months, without exception. The pot of this medicine is worth around $ 50. And 3 pots would be spent in total, one for each month.

    While I'm recovering, I struggle to get money not only for my medicine, but for food as well. There are people who are worse than me, and you. But perhaps the important thing is, never give up. You know?

    How easy it was for me to be all depressed holidays, or playing with my friend on the computer. But perhaps the level of maturity that I have does not allow me, or the life I have led does not allow me to do so.

    I feel that I have to get out of here and that I cannot sink into something that will be worse every day. Basically, at this moment I am debating between life and death, getting every dollar of medicine to be dollarized. We have asked for collaborations here but people thanks to the situation is not very much to donate.

    What I can say is that if you are in a situation worse or better than me, you can do it my friend and my brother.

    Here I am, providing free services to each member of BHW so that they know my knowledge as soon as possible and thus be able to make a post sale to get money and thus be able to help my house, and buy my medicine.

    The difference between many people and me is that I do not give up, I try, I have been afraid to spend money I know, I have lost it in stupid ways before, but right now everything that has happened to me has made me change of seeming and it's time to mature.

    Never give up, and try. You may not know that you have the money or your goal in front of your face, but thanks to your immaturity, or your fear of being wrong, you will never see it.
     
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  2. Mr Positive

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    Dam you had some tough times, but hopefully now all will work out for you good luck.
     
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    Keep grinding bro. All is well.
     
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  4. klazeg

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    Thank you very much man, time to get back to work :)
     
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    life will always throw you a curve ball, its how you cope and deal
    with it when you come through it that counts.
     
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  6. klazeg

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    I do not doubt that way of thinking partner, thank you very much for the support
     
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    Looks like you have been through a lot and still standing up and fighting. It will get better with time. Stay strong man.
     
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    Don't worry you will do well

    We know what's going on in Venezuela too so no worries
     
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  9. klazeg

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    Thank you brother
     
  10. klazeg

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    Thanks for the support my brother
    Oh man, thank you. I love you support
     
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    Thanks OP for reminding each of us that it gets better. I applaud your vulnerability and poignant share.
     
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    Thanks to you for your support, it is a pleasure to share anecdotes of my life with you.
     
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    Really hard times there.

    With your attitude, can only improve and get better. Go strong!
     
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    Thx man