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67 emotions of online success

Discussion in 'Blogging' started by Tunenchi, Sep 5, 2012.

  1. Tunenchi

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    I found this page and thought that others might find it as inspiring as I did. Sorry it is long and am new so couldn't post a link,please Check it out.
    Yesterday, a reader emailed me this:


    Ok. I've added you to my "HEROS" list on Twitter because you're absolutely one of the people I've come across that I want to emulate in some form or fashion (sans the dress and overseas love affairs with men).
    Anyway, I've combed through your blog quite extensively (a literary masterpiece) and I can't seem to really round up your story.
    I guess, if you have just a moment, I'd love to hear who you are and how you started.
    Well, I took that suggestion to heart, because I realized that I haven't really told my story in full, because I always try & keep my focus on the reader.
    But maybe it's time.
    I hope you can take something from it.
    And when you're tempted to send me hate mail for publishing such an obnoxiously long post, you've got the guy who sent me that email to thank. ;) While you're at it, you should also probably tell him that overseas love affairs are so worth it.
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    OBLIVIOUS

    When tears silently fell from her cheek upon finding the note from her lover, 3 days before their daughter was born that read: "I'm sorry. I can't do this."
    ASHAMED

    When classmates asked me what my daddy did for a living. I lied & told them he was Crocodile Dundee, and had to be in Australia to tame the outback.
    CONFUSED


    When we used different money than everyone else to buy bread & milk.
    BITTER

    When I was 14 and stood waiting in the hospital for my step dad to come out of the doctor's office. He handed me a phamplet. It read, "Helping Your Family Cope with Terminal Cancer."
    NOSTALGIC

    When I would hear Puff Daddy's "I'll Be Missing You" come on the radio after he died, just a few short months later, after tearfully asking me to call him "dad" instead of "Jimmy," like I always had. I got to call him it twice.
    MORTIFIED

    When it was just me & my mom after that, and all of the other 15 year olds had basements underneath their houses. We had wheels.
    FRUSTRATED

    When my mother's debilitating anxiety & social disorder prevented her from ever coming to watch me play volleyball more than once in 4 years. We were almost state champions.
    RELIEVED

    When the founder of Monster.com thought I was worthy enough to be awarded a 4-year, all-expense paid scholarship to a private, liberal arts school—room & board included. The scholarship was based on financial need & demonstrated entrepreneurial spirit. My mom cried.
    GUILTY

    When I took the scholarship and left her all alone.
    SADDENED

    When an unexpected card would arrive with $50 that she didn't have inside, telling me to go buy myself something pretty.
    ANNOYED

    When, soon enough, I found myself back in that same hospital waiting room. But this time, it was my mother I was waiting for to come out of the doctor's office.
    SCARED

    When I realized the seriousness of the matter.
    PATIENT

    When she taught me how to pay all of the bills, as I wrote out check after check from her hospital bedside, as nurses came in and out to take her blood.
    LIVID

    When the doctor's arrogant insensivity to her pain one day made her weep.
    VENGEFUL

    When I let him have a piece of my 20 year old mind.
    FRUSTRATED

    When college friends ragged on me for not going out that weekend to party.
    RESENTFUL

    When I couldn't.
    SHOCKED

    When I got the phone call while driving to my first day at my internship at a local TV station.
    DEVASTATED

    When, by the time I got to our house, the coroner had taken her body & simply left a note on the door.
    BITTERSWEET

    When, 4 months later, I walked across the graduation stage & got my college degree, not even bothering to look out into the crowd for a familiar face, knowing there wouldn't be one.
    INDIFFERENT

    When I hastily auctioned off all of our things.
    LOST

    When I sold our house & moved to Costa Rica—mostly because I didn't know what else to do.
    DISTRAUGHT

    When I loved it there, but still felt the pressing need to "live up to my potential" & become a CEO.
    HOPEFUL

    When I flew back to the United States several months later to interview for my first real job.
    WORRIED

    When I realized that I didn't have a home to return to.
    GRATEFUL

    When the job went so well, I received a promotion to head up marketing efforts.
    DISHEARTENED

    When I'd see planes pass by my office window, and longed to be one of the passengers on board.
    DISAPPOINTED

    When the realization came that I could only be one of those passengers for up to two weeks a year, from now until the day I retired.
    DISILLUSIONED

    When I discovered that my dreams of corporate success were never worthy of my time.
    DESPAIRED

    When others told me I was nave, and that I just had to suck it up.
    LONELY

    When those same people spent Thanksgiving & Christmas with their families.
    ARROGANT

    When I quit my job in 2007 & decided to become a freelance copywriter instead.
    FOOLISH

    When I actually thought that spending my time developing corporate communications materials that didn't interest me would be any better.
    EXCITED

    When that same year, Escape Artist gave me a contract to write an eBook on visiting Costa Rica.
    SMART

    When I realized they didn't have exclusive rights, and I could develop my own site & sell the book there, too.
    DETERMINED

    When I laboriously tried to learn HTML.
    ELATED

    When I saw my very first sale come through Clickbank.
    INTRIGUED

    When I discovered the world of Google Adwords.
    ADDICTED

    When it became apparent that you really can make money online.
    CONFIDENT

    When I painstakingly slaved over a book proposal to write a non-fiction narrative titled, "The Truth About Mangoes."
    TORN

    When I repeatedly received the infamous rejection letter (after rejection letter after rejection letter after rejection letter).
    DESPERATE

    When I wasn't making as much money online as I thought I would, and had to borrow money from a boyfriend to pay my $1,000 a month rent.
    HOPELESS

    When I caved to pressure & agreed to take a job as an advertising account executive in order to pay the bills.
    ENCOURAGED

    When I got contract after contract signed on the spot.
    UNCERTAIN

    When, in my heart, I knew I needed more than signatures & commissions.
    PETRIFIED

    When, despite that knowledge, I was too scared to make any bold moves, knowing that I had no one in the world to back me up if I failed.
    INCENSED

    When I stood by and watched that fear get the best of me.
    OPTIMISTIC

    When I returned to school for my master's degree in Linguistics.
    ANXIOUS

    When I imagined that my degree would allow me to indefinitely travel the world, and make anywhere I pleased my home.
    IRRITATED

    When loan applications were denied without a parent co-signer.
    STUBBORN

    When I decided that I would teach English online as a way to make up for it.
    HEARTBROKEN

    When, at a time when I was just barely making ends meet with $26 in my checking account, a good friend told me I needed to find a new place to live so her boyfriend could move in.
    DEFEATED

    When I had no choice but to go stay with a mysterious new guy I had been seeing.
    DESTROYED

    When, a few weeks later, I fought for my life as he tried to strangle me to death, before physically throwing me outside onto the pavement because I had arrived late to the house.
    HOPELESS

    When I was alone and scared in the middle of the night with everything I owned and no place to go.
    ANGUISHED

    When a friend told me it was my own fault, and that if I had only just played by the rules & had continued to go to work everyday like everyone else, I would have had had a savings & would have never have been in that situation.
    OBSTINATE

    When I decided to start The Middle Finger Project in 2008 as a way to find people who GOT IT. Who got ME, and this NEED to seek MORE out of life...despite the consequences.
    DILIGENT

    When I taught myself everything I needed to know about blogging via endless Google searches.
    VALIDATED

    When my ideas were well-received, and I began to grow an audience.
    COURAGEOUS

    When I remembered how good my online success felt in 2007, and decided to learn as much as I could about affiliate marketing.
    AMAZED

    When some months I was making > $1000+ as a result.
    EXHILARATED

    When I found myself up until the wee hours of the night writing for the blog, which told me I was finally on the right path.
    DEDICATED

    When I decided I wanted to make it my full-time gig.
    INSPIRED

    When I continued on with TMF, and began plotting & executing some other online projects as well.
    PEACEFUL

    When my influence online grew & grew, and I began experiencing wild success.
    INVIGORATED

    When I decided to move to Chile, simply because I wanted to, and I can, since I no longer have to be in any one physical location, thanks to the internet. And later, Spain. And later, Costa Rica. And now, back in Chile, plotting my next adventures.
    HAPPY

    When I looked around me yesterday, took a sip of my wine, and finally felt like I was doing what I was meant to do, and being what I was meant to be...despite the long road it took to get here.
    That said, I have a message.

    For everyone out there thinking to yourself that it's unrealistic, YOU ARE WRONG.
    For everyone out there shackled by fear, telling yourself that you could lose everything, YOU ARE RIGHT.
    And for everyone out there that, despite that knowledge, is still willing to risk it by fighting for something more out of this fleeting speck of time we're granted here on earth, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO WILL TRULY SUCCEED.
    Because at the very least, you know that you did everything you could.
    Not many people can say the same.
     
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  2. LeMerovigian

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    I started off thinking I am not going to read that wall of text but it was quite a good read from top to bottom!
     
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    Wow!!
     
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  4. Cnotey

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    The first quarter of that really got to me. I will leave this world before my daughter is old enough to remember me. I wonder if this is what will happen to my daughter?
     
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    Amazing. Before reading it I was thinking how someone can define 69 emotions of online success, but I am glad that I reached to this knowledgeable thread.
     
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  6. KushFellas

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    That was very well written. I enjoyed every bit of it! Thank you!
     
  7. bxuhub

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    It was fantastic... It's like your reading a book that have twist and turns that you can't expect the end of it. I really enjoyed it though. Making a story out from 67 emotions was a brilliant idea. I don't know if this is a true story or not, whatever it is I love it. Hope I'll end up successful in my field too and feel HAPPY in the end.
     
  8. thecat172

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    very interesting, and inspiring.