well its almost nov, my account rolls into its 9th year, been a strange 9 yrs. i came here in early 2007 after working solo 2002-2007 generally i dont last long anywhere due to that demon that speaks his mind how i made 9 yrs with only 2 warning on my account ill never no. over those 9 yrs ive seen rep clubs busted, well respected members busted i went from 0 to having 6 sales threads, not something i ever had in mind they would still be going all these yrs later. made some friends along the way only a few, prefer to keep that group small, less people to stick a knife in your back when you screw up, the true ones stick with you when you mess up, the fakers all disappear up there own ass. buried my dog, buried both parent, i no there's few here waiting to bury me, take a number its a long line, snacks and drinks available if you get bored waiting cause this member/seller has longevity. over time i buried myself in my products made my rep, but after all this time i realized i neglected my misses, something i soon rectified , i cut back my hrs on this forum because when u take away sales threads and making money, means nothing if your not spending quality time with your family, they come first. i also wanna throw out a thank you to 2 people, they know who they are, when at times my temper has gotten the best of me, and ive been advised , go for a walk take the day off, there's few ide listen to but you 2 i take note and ty. i just gotta learn to control my temper the meds don't help, little things tick me off i don't take offense anymore, i take the gate the screws and the hammer, but better to acknowledge your inner demon and embrace it than live in denial, they say face your fear so i did, hes now hiding in the basement chained up. will i make it to double digits who knows, but with a few good friends u never can tell so cheers to the loyal few, to the rest, ide draw a middle finger bottom line, i am arrogant, i am an ass, i am volatile, i am an ass, shit i said that already but im loyal, and if u rub my belly ill roll on my back and piss up a tree and come when u whistle heres to 9 more years, spammers/scammers beware im always watching just ask my 2 friends. later people - proxygo 2007-2015, b4 you ask first account was hacked in late 2008 been here longer than you think.