[Journey] Rebuilding my life from 0

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Past year was tough,
From successful twitter bot farm working for years that does adult CPA marketing to complete wipe of 15k$ worth of bots, then fighting for a whole year and losing eventually , after many $$$$$ and time spent,..
Made some profit from providing the same advertising service to OFM guys but it was too hard and unstable. So I was left with 0 income basically.
My Partner never supported my business even though I paid for everything.
Communication problems in the relationship and feeling alone for a whole year.
I broken down mentally eventually, Confessed on some thing I did years ago when she left me and that I lied about.
Relationship of 8 years ended. (there is still hope but fuck that hope man...)

Right now I'm trying to sell my services locally. On my way to create a SAAS that will bring monies on auto and without spending time.
Still figuring it out. reading the second time the book The Millionaire Fastlane (First time was on vacation of 1 month while my business was collapsing so not much help reading it back then heh). Thanks for the recommendation @lucky.sparks

The goal is to reach 10k$ monthly by retainers and monthly sells of services.

Rn I got 1k/m on retainer (Total from 4 clients) , Last month I made total of 3.5k$
And this month I got just 1 project so far for 2k$, hopefully I will close more deals soon enough I just need to lock in and network more Claude Code still didn't steal all the jobs.

Building a little SAAS to local cafe shops , that might bring 100-200$ per subscription , need to work on my selling skills and marketing.

Life is fucking hard guys, but fuck it . I got it. hopefully I will update daily on my actions to success , I'm not going to work in the porn or scam industry anymore I got punished by that (or by my own stupidy) so the plan is to sell tools and services that are actually useful to real businesses and make $$$$$$ wish me luck.
 
All the best man. This sounds like a good journey and you seem to have some background that's gonna be helpful to you
 
Past year was tough,
From successful twitter bot farm working for years that does adult CPA marketing to complete wipe of 15k$ worth of bots, then fighting for a whole year and losing eventually , after many $$$$$ and time spent,..
Made some profit from providing the same advertising service to OFM guys but it was too hard and unstable. So I was left with 0 income basically.
My Partner never supported my business even though I paid for everything.
Communication problems in the relationship and feeling alone for a whole year.
I broken down mentally eventually, Confessed on some thing I did years ago when she left me and that I lied about.
Relationship of 8 years ended. (there is still hope but fuck that hope man...)

Right now I'm trying to sell my services locally. On my way to create a SAAS that will bring monies on auto and without spending time.
Still figuring it out. reading the second time the book The Millionaire Fastlane (First time was on vacation of 1 month while my business was collapsing so not much help reading it back then heh). Thanks for the recommendation @lucky.sparks

The goal is to reach 10k$ monthly by retainers and monthly sells of services.

Rn I got 1k/m on retainer (Total from 4 clients) , Last month I made total of 3.5k$
And this month I got just 1 project so far for 2k$, hopefully I will close more deals soon enough I just need to lock in and network more Claude Code still didn't steal all the jobs.

Building a little SAAS to local cafe shops , that might bring 100-200$ per subscription , need to work on my selling skills and marketing.

Life is fucking hard guys, but fuck it . I got it. hopefully I will update daily on my actions to success , I'm not going to work in the porn or scam industry anymore I got punished by that (or by my own stupidy) so the plan is to sell tools and services that are actually useful to real businesses and make $$$$$$ wish me luck.
Scam industry? And yes, its probably best to stay away from the porn industry. Its unfolding like a stack of cards as of now. Its either people make millions. Like hundreds to tens, or they are at the bottom. Pretty much. There's a great class divide going on there...

Which is relatable. Given the current market. Also that SAAS your building, ever considered amazon aws. I mean you have experience of high pressure enviroments already. Why not channel that into supplying bigger business. You've started locally, which is good intuition. Well done. Your not doing bad for someone starting "from zero"
 
I know how hard is to go down from your girlfriend who broke the trust and fail business. Usually they come togheter because even girls leave you when you are at the bottom . Hope you can make it back bro and keep us updated. If you can create bots and offer other services you can start advertising even here or on fiverr/upwork and so on
 
good luck with the saas and local clients, keep grinding
Thank you!
All the best man. This sounds like a good journey and you seem to have some background that's gonna be helpful to you
Definitely , thank you brother
Scam industry? And yes, its probably best to stay away from the porn industry. Its unfolding like a stack of cards as of now. Its either people make millions. Like hundreds to tens, or they are at the bottom. Pretty much. There's a great class divide going on there...

Which is relatable. Given the current market. Also that SAAS your building, ever considered amazon aws. I mean you have experience of high pressure enviroments already. Why not channel that into supplying bigger business. You've started locally, which is good intuition. Well done. Your not doing bad for someone starting "from zero"
By scam industry I mean , onlyfans, dating sites and so on :) I consider it all to be some kind of scams and things that sadly ruin life to people, hmm can u elaborate on the amazon aws thing?
I know how hard is to go down from your girlfriend who broke the trust and fail business. Usually they come togheter because even girls leave you when you are at the bottom . Hope you can make it back bro and keep us updated. If you can create bots and offer other services you can start advertising even here or on fiverr/upwork and so on
Thank you man! Yes I must take my advertising further, I really want to get to work with local people to have some network, but I guess I must expand globally too, it just feels easier to offline approach and sell as the competition kinda lower


Update of today:
Didn't have much time to work I had alot of errand and had to process many things, I did work some time on the client order, which is a whatsapp automation that reaches his shopify clients via whatsapp, and via ai chat bot tries to upsell them new products, when we have testing it manually he had pretty good recurring buys , so this must increase his business sales.
 
Thank you!

Definitely , thank you brother

By scam industry I mean , onlyfans, dating sites and so on :) I consider it all to be some kind of scams and things that sadly ruin life to people, hmm can u elaborate on the amazon aws thing?

Thank you man! Yes I must take my advertising further, I really want to get to work with local people to have some network, but I guess I must expand globally too, it just feels easier to offline approach and sell as the competition kinda lower


Update of today:
Didn't have much time to work I had alot of errand and had to process many things, I did work some time on the client order, which is a whatsapp automation that reaches his shopify clients via whatsapp, and via ai chat bot tries to upsell them new products, when we have testing it manually he had pretty good recurring buys , so this must increase his business sales.
Mmmm that's smart. Your doing the basics at least. Now as for Amazon aws. Youll have to link to their api and be tested on several things. Way more then just support. Like for example, and especially security compliance product usability of course and things like...Well uhm, metering or statistics tracking accuracy. Its a lot more, and I would advise you look it up in your spare time. But, basically. Your providing software services. But you still gotta network and cut through the herd of people. The only difference is amazon have tested you. So they trust more. I guess. Also theres higher potential to be seen with all that selller/buyer traffic.

Have you ever considered like programming conferences and the like? Any type of conference at all? Could be a gold mine. I know some companies in the telco space. They get alot of customers this way. May have to travel though a bit to get to the conference.
 
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Thank you all,
just a little update from today,
I'm going to therapy, I'm listening to guide that helps me to heal my inner boy who turns out to be in such a deep trauma and I didn't even realize it until now :(
I went with good people to a start up conference , networked there and got new ideas for my business and my goals, possibly even a new client.
I did a call with a client and we summarized the final stage for their project that will be launched soon.
Things are hard but I'm going through this, and not running away like I did in the past so that's a progress.
 
Thank you all,
just a little update from today,
I'm going to therapy, I'm listening to guide that helps me to heal my inner boy who turns out to be in such a deep trauma and I didn't even realize it until now :(
I went with good people to a start up conference , networked there and got new ideas for my business and my goals, possibly even a new client.
I did a call with a client and we summarized the final stage for their project that will be launched soon.
Things are hard but I'm going through this, and not running away like I did in the past so that's a progress.
good to know you're moving forward instead of hiding from it. Therapy, networking, and actually shipping work are all real progress.
 
goodluck
automation aint ez as it used to be and things got more expensive
unless u prepare a budget for trial and errors
 
good luck hope you get back on the game in no time
 
good to know you're moving forward instead of hiding from it. Therapy, networking, and actually shipping work are all real progress.

Good luck

goodluck
automation aint ez as it used to be and things got more expensive
unless u prepare a budget for trial and errors

Good luck

good luck hope you get back on the game in no time


Thank you all, projects that I work on go well! , SEO work that I did for one of my clients is giving fruits so I continue it , another Ecom automation bot project for client answering is launched soon, this guy is very happy with the demo results and possibly there will be big opportunity and I will be recommended to more clients
Created an Automation/Agent to help me find local business for outreach and starting to advertise one of the little SAAS tools I made soon via AI UGC, alot of work, and I wont lie , alot of pain inside of me, finally I'm starting to be come a man, There is hope for me to get back together with my favorite person in the world, but It's fucking hard as I know neither of us ready yet.
Going to destory Legs rn in the gym!
 
Launched today an app for a client, bug reports came in, everything is solved,
a 4k$ client is considering the deal , hopefully the accept, I will do aggressive follow up after the weekend hopefully to close him,
Currently building automation to cold contact business and offer them services, will hook this up with casual ai bot that will escalate interested conversations to me because I hate to do this shit myself :D
Working on an app idea i had for woman fitness that is pretty innovative in my country,
Feeling like I'm doing alot but the results are not huge yet, I guess I will just keep pushing forward. it will work out im sure
 
Past year was tough,
From successful twitter bot farm working for years that does adult CPA marketing to complete wipe of 15k$ worth of bots, then fighting for a whole year and losing eventually , after many $$$$$ and time spent,..
Made some profit from providing the same advertising service to OFM guys but it was too hard and unstable. So I was left with 0 income basically.
My Partner never supported my business even though I paid for everything.
Communication problems in the relationship and feeling alone for a whole year.
I broken down mentally eventually, Confessed on some thing I did years ago when she left me and that I lied about.
Relationship of 8 years ended. (there is still hope but fuck that hope man...)

Right now I'm trying to sell my services locally. On my way to create a SAAS that will bring monies on auto and without spending time.
Still figuring it out. reading the second time the book The Millionaire Fastlane (First time was on vacation of 1 month while my business was collapsing so not much help reading it back then heh). Thanks for the recommendation @lucky.sparks

The goal is to reach 10k$ monthly by retainers and monthly sells of services.

Rn I got 1k/m on retainer (Total from 4 clients) , Last month I made total of 3.5k$
And this month I got just 1 project so far for 2k$, hopefully I will close more deals soon enough I just need to lock in and network more Claude Code still didn't steal all the jobs.

Building a little SAAS to local cafe shops , that might bring 100-200$ per subscription , need to work on my selling skills and marketing.

Life is fucking hard guys, but fuck it . I got it. hopefully I will update daily on my actions to success , I'm not going to work in the porn or scam industry anymore I got punished by that (or by my own stupidy) so the plan is to sell tools and services that are actually useful to real businesses and make $$$$$$ wish me luck.
The only constant in life is war, keep your chin up!
 
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