I really want to be an alcoholic

nuclearrap said:

I only drink once every 6 months.

But the only time I am truly happy is: when I drink alcohol. Like right now.

So that means, nuclearrap is happy only twice a year. Pathetic.

Maybe it is time to be an alcoholic? Now I understand 24/7 drunk people.

My life is full of pain, man.

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Or maybe is time to see a therapist and talk about it ?

Why does that makes you happy when you drink ? How to turn it into something healthy instead ?

try getting a gym membership it might help

Alcohol is a terrible depressant, it might seem like it makes you happy, but it doesn’t. The more you drink, the more problems you’ll have—with sleep, your libido, your friends, socializing, and ultimately your health.
And the worst part is what it does to your mind...
So don’t romanticize alcohol. What helps me take my mind off things and feel better are video games—especially World of Warcraft. I’ve found real friends there. Of course, everyone has their own preferences—I’m not trying to force my opinion on anyone

nuclearrap said:

I only drink once every 6 months.

But the only time I am truly happy is: when I drink alcohol. Like right now.

So that means, nuclearrap is happy only twice a year. Pathetic.

Maybe it is time to be an alcoholic? Now I understand 24/7 drunk people.

My life is full of pain, man.

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Better enter to the Gym bro, not only you build body mainly your mind

nuclearrap said:

I only drink once every 6 months.

But the only time I am truly happy is: when I drink alcohol. Like right now.

So that means, nuclearrap is happy only twice a year. Pathetic.

Maybe it is time to be an alcoholic? Now I understand 24/7 drunk people.

My life is full of pain, man.

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you've chosen a expensive hobby

nuclearrap said:

I only drink once every 6 months.

But the only time I am truly happy is: when I drink alcohol. Like right now.

So that means, nuclearrap is happy only twice a year. Pathetic.

Maybe it is time to be an alcoholic? Now I understand 24/7 drunk people.

My life is full of pain, man.

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Its not like to have to be a alcoholic all time, agree it helps in recovery of bad thoughts.