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Sick of it all, ready to fucking blow my head off

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by AGman, Nov 9, 2012.

  1. AGman

    AGman Power Member

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    Ever feel like you have hit your breaking point and you wish you could just blow your fucking head off? I hit mine today, again. Im fucking done. Can't catch a break. I got so much debt I will never pay it off. It's eating me alive. As soon as I start to make some leeway with IM, google slaps me. Even my white hat stuff. Finally got some videos to rank on youtube, some A hole flags my shit, videos gone. Circles, circles, circles. Sick of it all. Honestly if I was a little weaker, I would kill myself.

    Pitty party over. Back to work. More circles ahead.
     
  2. lakim0

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    Call me when ur done, same situation here!
     
  3. iPinner

    iPinner Senior Member Premium Member

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    Mate, it's your menstruation period? Be a man - stay strong to reach your goals, do not complain, do not give up.
     
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    SH44tre Newbie

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    I think it's time for a vacation.
     
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    Psychological doctrine says you should probably go see a therapist for the next few months. Have a nice day.
     
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    weruncompanies Power Member

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  7. ThreadKiller

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    I think you would benefit from 2-3 days away from the computer.
    Take 1-2 days to do nothing, then spend 1 day thinking about your options. There are always options.
     
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  8. Getwhatchuwant

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    Diversify, stay with your main site and build quality and on the side (in the same niche if you like) create Spam, temporary sites.... Hell with it, if G wants to rank them why not do it?

    You are putting all of your eggs in 1 basket.

    I left a job with a big company to work with a sole proprietor, we got Neg SEO'd and lost all rankings. That scared me shitless...... We figured out other ways. I have a wife and a son, I cannot afford to think like you are.

    Suck it up and try harder.
     
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  9. florflor

    florflor Senior Member

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    I know the feeling.

    Got into debt, went home and lived with mom for 6 months, sold some sites.

    Now I'm back into debt again.

    Suicide is definitely an option I often consider. After all, why live in this nasty world in a shit position if you have a choice?

    I hope not to exercise this choice yet though. Maybe if I'm still like this in 10 years I will consider it.

    I hate it when people say "you got so much to live for". At the end of the day, relationships depend on wealth. If you don't have money and your friends do, you can't participate in activities with them. And women are not interested in guys with no wealth. I don't wanna rely on fucking whores the rest of my life.
     
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  10. BlackFox.io

    BlackFox.io Regular Member

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    What keeps me going, is that one day I will be able to make a difference if you get knocked down get up and keep going man
     
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  11. AGman

    AGman Power Member

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    This guy gets it. It's all about money. Without it life is a constant struggle and a constant stress. Debt is eating me alive and ruining me.
     
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  12. OMGWTFISTHIS

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    AGman - I'm going to assume you try your hardest to work on Youtube, so I'll help you out.

    Got a Skype? Add me: FileiceHelp

    I can give you a few pointers if that's what you are looking for in regards to picking a better niche for yourself, and overall quality of your video(s).

    I'll be looking forward to seeing you.
     
  13. flibbertigibbet

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    Kiddies, money isn't everything...... I've been in much worse situations that you guys. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and suck it up. Men can be such babies sometimes. The majority of entrepreneurs who have made their millions who have been in worse situations than you didn't sit around posting in forums having pity parties and feeling sorry for themselves....

    You can only fail so many times before you have no other option but to succeed.

    Edison failed more than 1,000 times in creating the light bulb before he discovered something that worked.

    "I have not failed 1,000 times. I have successfully discovered 1,000 ways to NOT make a light bulb." -Edison

    Success is 90% attitude.

    Get back on the horse and try again.

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    If that analysis is correct a tampon or tampax et al fixes that :eek:
     
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  15. rockong

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    just keep at it OP..it's not suppose to be easy right?

    however, i would suggest instead of just being an internet marketer..to become more of a business person on the net. there's a difference. there are some who make money from CPAs...affiliate marketing..etc

    But a lot of it doesn't lead to actually OWNING a business, feel me?

    you can avoid all of this google non sense by building a service/product (i like SaaS) online where you don't necessarily have to work on SEO, but you just work on lead generation

    lead generation experts > SEO experts

    who do you think are multi-millionaires?

    yeap
     
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    All these people complaining that they can't make money or pay their bills or gone home to live with mummy & daddy. (How did they ever make enough money to support you as an adult)

    Ever tried getting a JOB and doing this part-time until you catch on? Stick with one method and ONE only until you make it with that and then you can try something new once you've got money coming in.

    Too many shiny objects to download in this place. Take one good program and stay away from here for a while. Quit Facebook and all the other distractions. Take regular breaks, eat well and get some exercise.

    You'll only succeed if you are determined.
     
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    Automate your IM and get a part time job
     
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    Not sure why you're having a pop at my parents?? wtf?

    Hell yeah I've worked a real job. It nearly killed me too. The problem is that your career is carved out early on. Yes you can steer it somewhat (I switched careers once) but eventually when you hit your 30s it is nigh on impossible to change....unless you have money that is, of course.
     
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    Have you thought about getting a day job (full or part-time) and maybe move your IM stuff to an evening?
     
  20. antichrist

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    Automate your IM, get a job. To make money on the internet, you have to willing to hustle, and hustle HARD every. single. day!