As of about 30 minutes ago I turned 28. So now I am sitting here at work recollecting on my life. Past and present, and where I will be in the future.
I have been marketing online for 2 years now. One year of that doing blackhat. I have had my ups and my downs. And I am not ashamed to admit that I am currently experiencing one of my downs. But I get a thrill out of climbing back up.
My worst day marketing online will always be better than my best day hustling on the streets. So I never complain. All my life Ive been considered a street thug. I been a drug dealer, a stick up kid. I have done home invasions. I have shot at people, and have been shot at. I have been in and out of jail. I can say that I never have once done anything to the average working person. Only to others who lived the same lifestyle as me.
My point is, when I am on this computer and on this forum everything changes. I do not have to look over my shoulder. I am usually helping someone or connecting with other like minded individuals. When I get checks in the mail I am proud. It may not be as much money that I have made selling drugs, but blackhat and all it is way more honest.
When I am marketing I get to show my true talents. I do not talk much about what I do online to people I know. Mainly because they will never understand. They dont understand HTML, or FTP uploading, or web development. They have never heard of a Linkwheel, or C++, or backlinks.
But when I am marketing, I am in my truest form. When I am here, I can can taste my dream. I can see it vividly.
I know that my first million will come from IM. I know that this dream will put my daughter through college, and not her father in jail. I know that my blood and sweat from IM will stop my mother from struggling, and give the young thugs who look up to me a real reason to look up to me. Not just because of the name I have in the streets.
Sorry for my ranting. But hey, its my birthday !![]()




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