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Default Re: What should i say to this fool?

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Originally Posted by ukescuba View Post
if your uncomfortable with it talk with your gf... tell her how you feel... if she doesnt understand tell her to put the shoe on the other foot and ask her if she would feel uncomfortable if an ex of yours was to do the same....

do that or hunt him down and make him your bitch... lol
I have already spoken with her on this subject and she doesnt message him, but he continues to leave messages. Here is an example of just one from many from yesterday:

If I may be a little presumptuous, I think that, by you changing your photo to that time period, you are feeling a renaissance, as I am. That time period is priceless. Look at that smile! So full of real joy! I would like to think that I could give you a smile like that. When you called me, and you were on the verge of crying from my emails, I felt a wave of positivity, and warmth, that I cannot find the words to describe, over my whole body. My entire being becomes wrapped up in your voice, when I am fortunate enough to hear it. My dear, you may never truly know the doors that have opened, from your simple key twist. I was serious when I said that I get all nervous, inarticulate, and stuttery, when I hear you speak. What a blow to the mind to learn that, even after all this time, we still shared some parallelism with each other, i.e. black cats, Gun's N Roses, relationSHITS, etc. It makes me wonder if we are just pretending that there isn't a greater significance to this experience. I probably did do what michael said, wrecked homes, caused problems, etc. But, i think I may have come along at the right time. I know you've had some revelations, as I have had some amazing pulses of energy. Having you back happened at the exact perfect moment for me. I still feel the same. I never knew it was possible. I still am holding back, as to TRY to not disrespect your situation. I want so badly to let the floodgate all the way open. Kathryn, I hang on every word you say. I noticed how intertwined I felt to you tonight on the phone. I typically space out on the phone. I can't help but absorb every word, tonal inflection, and ounce of passion behind what you say. It is, as you have always been, intoxicating. I mean that in the most literal fashion. I am high and intoxicated with every thought, call, message, and dream of you. I know that these things are a bit forward, but you have to know. At one point, if you had asked, I would have dropped the world, to insure your happiness. I know, with the little conversations we've had, that it wouldn't be hard to get to that point again. I was so scared of rejection, I'd have never asked. But we both new. i mean, was there not always tension between us? Not bad tension, but the type that makes you want to tackle someone, and roll down a hill with them, full speed, regardless of the consequences. As long as you know that they were in your arms, it wouldn't matter the injuries sustained. That's the type of tension I still feel. You would think these things would fade over time. I was so in love with you. I still love you to pieces, but just with more reservation and refrain. Not saying that I am him, but you deserve so much better, babygirl. I looked through you man's website, did a little background search and what not, and besides the fact that he is young and naive, he seems a bit boring. Not the thinker, art appreciator, and passionate one I would have imagined to capture such a great treasure. Well, I've been with some pretty boring, non-thinkers myself. I don't blame you for wanting to be loved, held, caressed, and cared about. You deserve it. I want those things too. I bet that you give more than you get. Isn't that the way? I will always love you unconditionally. apparently, I will always be madly in love with you. These things I can do, and be happy with no reciprocation needed. I can be content with a fresh image or voice of you, and give birth to beauty on paper, and in song. I love you for that. I'd yell it from a mountain like Ron Burgundy. Whenever it feels right, I ask that you let me change your label, from the one that got away, to the one I've always had, the one I always need. The one I'd do anything to please. I couldn't be more real. This is my poker face typing. I hide nothing. Please don't be apprehensive over what I've said. I just have to. If I would have then, I wouldn't have been able to explain as good as I can now. I want to know everything about you. I want to experience the things you love to do, together. I'll walk in parks and forests with you, gladly, with "no A.D.D", as it is not allowed there. I want you to indulge my past times as well. I want to show you passionate art and music, in the likes of which, you have never seen or heard. I want us to know each other so well, that even in our silence, the feelings we have toward one another, scream their virtue. I've said too much? Well, I'm a risk taker, and for you, I would jump! Neither Dante or Shakespeare knew of this reality of mine. Thank you for this moment. Thank you for every future moment.
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